azakhan
OG failure
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- Joined
- Oct 1, 2019
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I just to cuddle and kiss with someone, walk and talk together all night, watch a movie. Go to a restaurant. Get drunk together. I just want someone I could share my happiness with but it’s impossible because I am ugly and short and wear glasses and can’t talk with women. I don’t deserve love because of things I had no choice in. The genes gave me bad face and height and vision and environment made me socially regarded. It’s not my fucking fault and I am the one to take the blame. And yet no one supports me. No one says I am sorry and tries to help me. They just blame it on me.
This world is not for me. Waste of time living here.
Al I want now is to do some fun things this summer and then I will end it no point in living when you are alone. I am a starved child without money in McDonald’s. This is how I feel. Love surrounds me but I can’t have it. Is there a worse punishment? Am I living in hell? Mental tortures I endure every day are too much to handle. Please god help me if you truly love me.
This world is not for me. Waste of time living here.
Al I want now is to do some fun things this summer and then I will end it no point in living when you are alone. I am a starved child without money in McDonald’s. This is how I feel. Love surrounds me but I can’t have it. Is there a worse punishment? Am I living in hell? Mental tortures I endure every day are too much to handle. Please god help me if you truly love me.