Venting I keep feeling depressed and angry about my dick

[Deleted member 8353]

So about a month ago I started the process of foreskin restoration, but I'm not sure this is even a positive thing for me at this point. Everyday I'm being constantly reminded of the fact that I have a mutilated dick, which would normally be something I wouldn't think about unless I was watching 3D porn or something(which I don't).

I'm not even sure why this bothers me, as it's not as if I've ever had sex, or likely ever will, and my mechanical issues fapping aren't too bad(I still have enough skin to produce a gliding motion on the bottom part of my dick), so I guess it doesn't make that much of a difference. But I began pursuing this because I want my glans to be covered so it stops getting irritated from my underwear, and because lengthening my small amount of upper foreskin should at least make fapping a bit more comfortable.

But now everyday I keep asking myself why my mother had this done to me, I feel like I've been robbed tbh. It's not enough that I'm a virgin in my mid twenties, my dick has to be mutilated too. I don't believe these thoughts are 100% rational, after all my issues are minor compared to some, and I think constantly stretching has caused me to become obsessive about the issue. Either way, it bothers me tbh.

 

[Dionysus]

Mutilation is child abuse

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

I want to kill jews

 

[mybodyisrotting]

Every time my bellend slips out of foreskin and touches underwear directly, it hurts like hell tbh
I can't imagine being circumcised

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Every time my bellend slips out of foreskin and touches underwear directly, it hurts like hell tbh
I can't imagine being circumcised

Well your skin becomes keratinized and therefore thickens when you're circumcised, so normally a touch won't be enough to bother you. For me it only starts becoming irritated after a lot of moving around, it's more of an annoyance than it is pain for me, and it doesn't seem to affect everyone the same way.

I still hate it though.

 

[mybodyisrotting]

Well your skin becomes keratinized and therefore thickens when you're circumcised, so normally a touch won't be enough to bother you. For me it only starts becoming irritated after a lot of moving around, it's more of an annoyance than it is pain for me, and it doesn't seem to affect everyone the same way.

Yeah I meant to say that I can't imagine how significant the sensitivity loss must be. Is it even reversible at this point?

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Yeah I meant to say that I can't imagine how significant the sensitivity loss must be. Is it even reversible at this point?

Only the sensitivity loss on the glans itself is reversible, but any nerves lost with the foreskin are gone for good. Truthfully I have no idea how much the circumcision impacted me in that regard, because I don't know what it would've felt like having the majority of my skin. Not to mention that since the doctor didn't mutilate me as bad as most in the US, I likely didn't lose quite as much sensitivity as others, but as I said I really have no way to know. That isn't why I want to restore though, as I think I feel enough when I fap, it's just that my near total lack of skin to pull over the upper side of the glans makes fapping less comfortable than it would otherwise be.

 

[gigacel123]

I want to kill jews

Edgy.

 

[PotatoTomato]

Mutilation is child abuse

 

[littlemanhikicel]

Good luck with that man.

 

[Deleted member 16608]

Your mom did it to fit in with the foid hive mind. If child sacrifice was in vogue, youd be dead. Plus the jews. Circummcision causes PTSD and primes young boys for a life of neurosis.

 

[mybodyisrotting]

Only the sensitivity loss on the glans itself is reversible, but any nerves lost with the foreskin are gone for good. Truthfully I have no idea how much the circumcision impacted me in that regard, because I don't know what it would've felt like having the majority of my skin. Not to mention that since the doctor didn't mutilate me as bad as most in the US, I likely didn't lose quite as much sensitivity as others, but as I said I really have no way to know. That isn't why I want to restore though, as I think I feel enough when I fap, it's just that my near total lack of skin to pull over the upper side of the glans makes fapping less comfortable than it would otherwise be.

Well I hope it works out well for you, having foreskin is nice ngl

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I was circumsized at a young age. I didnt think it was a big deal until people made it out to be one

 

[2340922]

I want to kill jews

simple.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

Mutilation is child abuse

 

[Deleted member 17724]

Good luck. Are you doing it with the help of surgery or something else? I'm really interested in foreskin restoration myself, I know I won't get the sensitivity back which I lost but it's mostly because I've got this permanent cut slightly below my peehole which hurts everytime I cum and sometimes even when it just comes into contact with urine. I've also started to sufer from a sort of body dysphoria because of it, just today I was trying to pull what little extra skin I have over the head to see if I could emulate the look of an uncircumcised dick. I don't know if it's because of fapping or if this happens to all circumcised men but it's like a tiny bit of the foreskin grew back in recent years.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Are you doing it with the help of surgery or something else?

No, surgery wouldn't produce the result I want, and I would need to even my foreskin out before I could use a device. I've just been manually stretching the shortest part of my foreskin.

I'm really interested in foreskin restoration myself, I know I won't get the sensitivity back which I lost but it's mostly because I've got this permanent cut slightly below my peehole which hurts everytime I cum and sometimes even when it just comes into contact with urine. I've also started to sufer from a sort of body dysphoria because of it

Yeah the fact that I'm circumcised has really begun to bother me too, but that cut sounds really annoying tbh. I hate how they force this shit on children despite the fact that it permanently fucks up your dick.

just today I was trying to pull what little extra skin I have over the head to see if I could emulate the look of an uncircumcised dick. I don't know if it's because of fapping or if this happens to all circumcised men but it's like a tiny bit of the foreskin grew back in recent years.

I imagine it depends upon how much was cut off, I've actually regrown a decent amount of skin on the bottom part of my dick from fapping for years. Basically if you can produce any sort of motion at all, then it should be possible for some of the skin to regrow from the stretching that will happen as a result of fapping.

 

[Deleted member 17724]

I've just been manually stretching the shortest part of my foreskin.

So you just take that part and try to strech it over the head? Is that all there is to it? And how often and for how long do you do this? I'd like to try it as well.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

So you just take that part and try to strech it over the head? Is that all there is to it? And how often and for how long do you do this? I'd like to try it as well.

I've been doing this.

Manual Tugging Method 3 to Restore the Foreskin after Circumcision | Restoring Foreskin.org

Foreskin restoration by manual tugging with method 3, which is manual restoring by tugging the foreskin of the penis of a circumcised or intact man.

www.restoringforeskin.org

Specifically with the dorsal portion, as it is a lot shorter than the skin I have remaining on the opposite side.

I try to do it throughout the day, and I'm usually able to since I don't often have too much to get done most days. I'll do this for about 30 seconds at a time, stop for a few seconds, then start again, usually while watching something or listening to music. Basically whenever I'm alone with otherwise unoccupied hands, but I'll take a break if I've been doing it for quite a while continuously to let the skin rest.

Btw, thanks to everyone who responded for getting it. Stop mutilating kids, that goes to the normies who are reading this.

 

[randomguy1235]

Mutilation is child abuse

 

[Deleted member 17724]

I've been doing this.

Manual Tugging Method 3 to Restore the Foreskin after Circumcision | Restoring Foreskin.org

Foreskin restoration by manual tugging with method 3, which is manual restoring by tugging the foreskin of the penis of a circumcised or intact man.

www.restoringforeskin.org

Specifically with the dorsal portion, as it is a lot shorter than the skin I have remaining on the opposite side.

I try to do it throughout the day, and I'm usually able to since I don't often have too much to get done most days. I'll do this for about 30 seconds at a time, stop for a few seconds, then start again, usually while watching something or listening to music. Basically whenever I'm alone with otherwise unoccupied hands, but I'll take a break if I've been doing it for quite a while continuously to let the skin rest.

Btw, thanks to everyone who responded for getting it. Stop mutilating kids, that goes to the normies who are reading this.

Thanks for the link bro, this is some lifefuel for me.

 

[Blacktarpill]

I was circumsized at a young age. I

Same, my parents are not even muslim.
They did it bec. of social pressure i think.

 

[desperatecel178]

I was circumsized at a young age. I didnt think it was a big deal until people made it out to be one

Why do some foids think it looks better?

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Why do some foids think it looks better?

I think most niggas in porn are circumsized