[Serious] I know that I will eventually kill myself

bill00

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I've always known since I was a kid that one day I was gonna kill myself. It's just a matter of time. I know this will eventually happen.
 
shoji

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most truecels end up killing themselves or going ER its over :cryfeels:
 
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same. I tried a few times as a kid. it's my destiny tbh
 
Adolf_Hitler

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Death isn't the end of life. Life is something that is motivated by the collective unconscious. Death is simply the end of a period of mind-body duality.
 
SoyUnPerdedor

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you haven't overcome your survival instincts yet?
 
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Death isn't the end of life. Life is something that is motivated by the collective unconscious. Death is simply the end of a period of mind-body duality.
Doesn't the demiurge God punish you if you kill yourself though?
 
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I never thought I'd consider suicide (even after all the bullshit that one has to go through in life as an incel) but the more I think about the future, the more difficult it becomes. Thinking about short term survival plans is fine, but I honestly can't think about any long term plans because the mere thought of being a lonely wretch in my late 30s / early 40s is absolutely devastating.

I can't see myself living past a certain age if life is meant to go on like this for decades until old age. Seriously, what's the point of living when you're a reproductive reject?
 
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I was going to kill myself but you end up doing that then normies win, I'd rather stay alive and do the most damage.
 
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I was going to kill myself but you end up doing that then normies win, I'd rather stay alive and do the most damage.
i wish i was smart enough to neetmaxx. wagecucking is pure torture (i work at a subway).
 
Napoleon de Geso

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Just be gentleman
 
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It's kinda a shame all the incel suicides. I think more need to turn to destructive means against normies. If every incel who's going to rope, removed even one bully, or one snobby stacy from the world on their way out, their suicide wouldn't have been for nothing at least.
 
bill00

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It's kinda a shame all the incel suicides. I think more need to turn to destructive means against normies. If every incel who's going to rope, removed even one bully, or one snobby stacy from the world on their way out, their suicide wouldn't have been for nothing at least.
 

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VirtueSignaller

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I've always known since I was a kid that one day I was gonna kill myself. It's just a matter of time. I know this will eventually happen.
See you tomorrow.
 
-BrettyBoy-

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It’s over, man.
 
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I already bought barbiturates but I don't know if I'll use them this time.
 
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I've always known since I was a kid that one day I was gonna kill myself. It's just a matter of time. I know this will eventually happen.
im not going to say you shouldnt do it
im not going to say you should do it
but I do know for a fact that there is something after this
dont ask me why I know it, i just know
 
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That's how I plan to go out as well
 
NEETAndTidy

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Yeah i plan to die young thanks to my poor health.

Drugs and alcohol will only help it happen quicker
 
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im not going to say you shouldnt do it
im not going to say you should do it
but I do know for a fact that there is something after this
dont ask me why I know it, i just know
don't ask me for evidence, just take what I say as the literal truth
 
VirtueSignaller

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I'm not killing myself now, dumbass. I'm saying that I just know it's gonna end up happening sometime later.
See you the day after sometime later.
 
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don't ask me for evidence, just take what I say as the literal truth
Well yeah, to say it in a nutshell: I was super giga ultra high on lsd once and got this realisation that the soul is located in your head and is bascially your personality and shit. It controls your body like a pilot and youre just a flesh mecha.
So yeah, I believe that theres something more after this lol
 
Michael15651

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Same, it's only a matter of time. It's a matter of finding the right moment, which won't happen anytime soon.
 
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Yes I will as well life is truly unfair
 
UglyBastard

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I never thought I'd consider suicide (even after all the bullshit that one has to go through in life as an incel) but the more I think about the future, the more difficult it becomes. Thinking about short term survival plans is fine, but I honestly can't think about any long term plans because the mere thought of being a lonely wretch in my late 30s / early 40s is absolutely devastating.

I can't see myself living past a certain age if life is meant to go on like this for decades until old age. Seriously, what's the point of living when you're a reproductive reject?
I know that feeling. It's starting to creep into my thoughts more and more, and I just can't bear the thought of being 43 (in ten years) still rotting and without a foid companion or even friends. I don't even enjoy previous forms of COPE anymore.

Daily life for me now is but a monotonous cycle of eating, pissing/shitting, jogging/walking, watching Youtube videos, reading and posting blackpilled content, and passing out during the wee hours of the morning. A very hollow experience and depressing way to live.
 
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Death isn't the end of life. Life is something that is motivated by the collective unconscious. Death is simply the end of a period of mind-body duality.
Shut the fuck up and die
Well yeah, to say it in a nutshell: I was super giga ultra high on lsd once and got this realisation that the soul is located in your head and is bascially your personality and shit. It controls your body like a pilot and youre just a flesh mecha.
So yeah, I believe that theres something more after this lol
You are a fucking retard and im glad your low iq ass wont reproduce. We are all just electro chemical bags of shit that need to go extinct
 
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I know that feeling. It's starting to creep into my thoughts more and more, and I just can't bear the thought of being 43 (in ten years) still rotting and without a foid companion or even friends. I don't even enjoy previous forms of COPE anymore.

Daily life for me now is but a monotonous cycle of eating, pissing/shitting, jogging/walking, watching Youtube videos, reading and posting blackpilled content, and passing out during the wee hours of the morning. A very hollow experience and depressing way to live.
That really sucks man. I'm at a stage where I'm still angry about this miserable situation. I'm bitter about it. I think to myself that it's so unbelievably unfair. But to me, one of my worst fears is having to face my life head on once that anger dies down; because with age, even though I'm still young, it definitely does. Then it'll be like a passive, inert dread surrounding every waking moment. That's when suicide is closer to home than at any other time; when the idea of death becomes so utterly mundane.

I can see it coming from a mile away, and yet the only thing I can think of to extend my life in the near future is to eventually find a new cope in escorts. I've never seen one as of yet but it may become a matter of life and death later down the road. And what will happen when erectile dysfunction and diminished libido starts to kick in? Mind, body and soul will rot all at once.
 
UglyBastard

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That really sucks man. I'm at a stage where I'm still angry about this miserable situation. I'm bitter about it. I think to myself that it's so unbelievably unfair. But to me, one of my worst fears is having to face my life head on once that anger dies down; because with age, even though I'm still young, it definitely does. Then it'll be like a passive, inert dread surrounding every waking moment. That's when suicide is closer to home than at any other time; when the idea of death becomes so utterly mundane.

I can see it coming from a mile away, and yet the only thing I can think of to extend my life in the near future is to eventually find a new cope in escorts. I've never seen one as of yet but it may become a matter of life and death later down the road. And what will happen when erectile dysfunction and diminished libido starts to kick in? Mind, body and soul will rot all at once.
I'd recommend banging a few escorts asap. Don't wait until my age when your libido is lower and you start having erectile problems.
 
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The rope calls to us all, it's only a matter of answering it's call.

Death isn't the end of life. Life is something that is motivated by the collective unconscious. Death is simply the end of a period of mind-body duality.
This is deep right here ngl.
 
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Shut the fuck up and die

You are a fucking retard and im glad your low iq ass wont reproduce. We are all just electro chemical bags of shit that need to go extinct
Typical low iq ethnic post.
 
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I've always known since I was a kid that one day I was gonna kill myself. It's just a matter of time. I know this will eventually happen.
Since you discover that it never began for you because of your inferior genes, you see death like the only way to ascend, because you will never escape for your inceldom fate.
 
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