Venting I ragequit my job and had an autistic meltdown

[Deleted member 4159]

I'm a caretaker for my grandma's husband (my mom's stepdad). My grandma was talking shit about my dead biological grandpa. She always refers to him as "Grandpa Turd" (he took off and left her with 4 kids). I told her to stop, and my grandma's husband (we'll call him Bob) says "hes worse than that". He was super irritable that day and not doing well physically, so i decided to let it go.

Throughout the day, he keeps barking orders at me and rushing me when I'm trying to do stuff for him. That night, he did it in a restaurant, and i yelled at him "Quit being a fucking asshole!". He was super stunned, and could barely mutter "shut up" to me. I told him "if you ever disrespect me like that again, i wont help you anymore". He says fine, and everything goes back to normal. There were like 20 people watching, and it felt like one of the most alpha moments of my life.

During dinner, I email my mom about what happened, and she told me that night was the 2 year anniversary of my biological grandpa's death. At this point, i cant let Bob's comments go. I stay silent on the ride home. When we get back, i got upset and told Bob "you refered to my dead grandpa as lower than a piece of shit. Did you know tonight's the 2 year anniversary of his death?". Again, he looks super scared. But then, like a shapeshifter, his face changes completely, and to spite me, he says "I don't care, your Grandpa was a bastard, and im entitled to my opinion". I tell him "youre bullying a dead man, a man whom several members of this family care about". I forgot what he said after that, and i went "who's the piece of shit now?!?!?! FUCK YOU BOB I QUIT!!!". I stormed out, and my grandma comes after me, solipsisticly saying i dont know the full story about my biological grandpa. Almost in tears, I explain why its still wrong, and she coldly says "we'll have to agree to disagree".

I leave, drive for a bit, and pull over to call my mom. I had a full on crying autistic breakdown about Bob and my Grandma, my sleep apnea, inceldom, and the overall state of my life. It felt really good to let it all out, holding back emotion fucks you up.

It's nice to be able to LDAR for awhile. Tomorrow, I'm seeing the top sleep specialist in LA to get my sleep apnea treated. If it works, I'll be able to work full time and enjoy a higher quality of life. Better things are on the horizon.

 

[Indari]

I wanted to quit and die every second of the only 2 jobs I've had. Become healthier and your sleep apnea will go away.

 

[ionlycopenow]

I wanted to quit and die every second of the only 2 jobs I've had. Become healthier and your sleep apnea will go away.

i had to get drunk before working every day. being a wagie truly is hell. being part time is the way to go at best.

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

low inhib god tbh

 

[Darth Cialis]

What does "took off" mean here?

 

[cope_over_rope]

What does "took off" mean here?

Left. He left his wife, basically.

 

[andinocel]

I ragequit two jobs in the past, and it’s one of the reasons I’m poor at an age when I should be living alone, as it’s left a history of gaps, short stints, and bad references. I don’t tolerate being yelled at, but since I’m a manlet incel omega that makes me a punching bag.
High tier normie betas don’t mind being treated like shit by their alpha bosses or harpy foid supervisors, but not me

 

[Darth Cialis]

Left. He left his wife, basically.

I don't get why OP is so defensive of him then and doesn't allow people to call his grandfather out on that.

 

[iblamemyself]

I ragequit two jobs in the past, and it’s one of the reasons I’m poor at an age when I should be living alone, as it’s left a history of gaps, short stints, and bad references. I don’t tolerate being yelled at, but since I’m a manlet incel omega that makes me a punching bag.
High tier normie betas don’t mind being treated like shit by their alpha bosses or harpy foid supervisors, but not me

That sucks. It's actually not normal to get yelled at. It just shouldn't happen, I would also quit at once if someone yelled at me.

 

[Microsoft Excel]

Your grandma might browse here do not dox yourself

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I ragequit two jobs in the past, and it’s one of the reasons I’m poor at an age when I should be living alone, as it’s left a history of gaps, short stints, and bad references. I don’t tolerate being yelled at, but since I’m a manlet incel omega that makes me a punching bag.
High tier normie betas don’t mind being treated like shit by their alpha bosses or harpy foid supervisors, but not me

Exactly. My grandma will still likely be a reference for me.

I don't get why OP is so defensive of him then and doesn't allow people to call his grandfather out on that.

Because my grandma is a massive bitch and her husband is a massive cuck. My grandpa left her for a reason.

Your grandma might browse here do not dox yourself

Lol he doesn't even know how to use a computer.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

I think it really might be time to do that thing all those mean kids were telling you to do back in high school.

 

[FinnCel]

Sad story

 

[Darth Cialis]

Because my grandma is a massive bitch and her husband is a massive cuck. My grandpa left her for a reason.

Oh yes that makes perfect sense, he abandoned her with their 4 children because she is a massive bitch, unlike him. Chad halo strikes again, sounds like an ass.

 

[Indari]

I ragequit two jobs in the past, and it’s one of the reasons I’m poor at an age when I should be living alone, as it’s left a history of gaps, short stints, and bad references. I don’t tolerate being yelled at, but since I’m a manlet incel omega that makes me a punching bag.
High tier normie betas don’t mind being treated like shit by their alpha bosses or harpy foid supervisors, but not me

what a cruel world. two jobs quit and you can't find work. get a criminal record and you can't get work. work and you want to rope. Have to pretend to be model employee and be honored for the opportunity to slave away. Fuck this life. No idea how I'm gonna make it.

 

[Ellsworth]

I’ve come close to rage quitting jobs but never done it. Must feel nice.

 

[Emba]

Rough stuff boyo!

 

[wizardcel]

Dude, are you mentally retarded? why do you care about what the old-timers did with their lives? you decided to pull that alpha bullshit on an elderly man. That's not alpha at all.

 

[BrendioEEE]

Everyone with a job mogs me, I couldn't imagine having a job and quitting it, when I have been searching for a job since I was 16 years old, and I am 22, almost 23. That'd be like getting a GF and then shooting her in the head.

 

[Microsoft Excel]

Everyone with a job mogs me, I couldn't imagine having a job and quitting it, when I have been searching for a job since I was 16 years old, and I am 22, almost 23. That'd be like getting a GF and then shooting her in the head.

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[BrendioEEE]

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Jfl, I have actually sent a resume to some of these already, it is over. L.A is hell.

 

[needsolution]

quitting job was good idea tbh

 

[Deleted member 14382]

I'm rooting for you, buddy. That break from your grandparents was symbolic. It was a sign of your diversion from your past life and towards a new future.

 

[ElliotRodgerGod]

I respect your loyalty, it doesn't exist these days.

 

[TheMinimalist]

I wanted to quit and die every second of the only 2 jobs I've had. Become healthier and your sleep apnea will go away.

Isn't sleep apnea caused by a recessed jaw?

 

[Deleted member 4159]

Isn't sleep apnea caused by a recessed jaw?

Yes, and gaining weight makes it worse. People don't realize that when you can't breathe through your nose (and mew), your tongue continues to grow despite your bones, eventually becoming too big for your mouth, creating obstruction.

I'm rooting for you, buddy. That break from your grandparents was symbolic. It was a sign of your diversion from your past life and towards a new future.

I respect your loyalty, it doesn't exist these days.

low inhib god tbh

Thanks boyos, I needed to hear that.

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Jfl, I have actually sent a resume to some of these already, it is over. L.A is hell.

I wouldn't even bother applying for jobs in LA online.

 

[landlessincel]

Yes, and gaining weight makes it worse. People don't realize that when you can't breathe through your nose (and mew), your tongue continues to grow despite your bones, eventually becoming too big for your mouth, creating obstruction.

Why does your tongue grow?

 

[BrendioEEE]

I wouldn't even bother applying for jobs in LA online.

Applying in person is typically worse, since they just tell you to apply online, and if you try and insist they'll typically just throw out your resume, unless you have an idea I haven't tried?

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

I'm sorry for you and your real grandpa, but at least now you are free

 

[FlamingCel]

FUCK YOU BOB

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

old people fucking stink

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Ragequits me. Not proud of it, but yes I quit my old job, and when I did, I scurried out like a snake and just basically ghosted my bosses, most of whom I actually liked, like a nutless coward.

 

[LastGerman]

drive for a bit

Moggs me brutally.

Everyone with a job mogs me, I couldn't imagine having a job and quitting it, when I have been searching for a job since I was 16 years old, and I am 22, almost 23.

Most likely you can only find a low-level job within warehouse logistics. The contract will be limited, you will work hard for little money. You are absolutely replaceable and you will not get any free days. Also, you have to be lucky on top of that to find such a job. At this point it is indeed fucking over.