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i think that because for as long as i've been interacting with people, i piss them off so much when i don't even mean it.
i tend to talk about stuff people don't normally care about and i interpret things differently. i'll get negative reactions from it, people will say like "where the fuck do people like you come from" or say i'm autistic or retarded. it seems all normal to me until i notice the reactions people will give me.
i analyze unimportant shit and correct people on minor things even though the point they're making is clear.
i've also been stimming or some shit like that since i was a kid without realizing. my family noticed this when i was a kid and made fun of it, my cousins would imitate my jumping and finger snapping whenever i talked or got mad at them. whenever i get excited i clench my teeth and cover my face with my hands and rock back and forth quickly. i did this once at school and the other kids noticed, later a couple kids i knew made fun of me and then beat me up.
people have called me autistic several times and i don't know if my parents have ever wondered if i am. if i were an actual autist, my mom would probably disown me or not see me the same way since she hates them. hence i always doubted i'm autistic. but if i really am then that's just another trait of inceldom i have, as if it couldn't get any worse.
i tend to talk about stuff people don't normally care about and i interpret things differently. i'll get negative reactions from it, people will say like "where the fuck do people like you come from" or say i'm autistic or retarded. it seems all normal to me until i notice the reactions people will give me.
i analyze unimportant shit and correct people on minor things even though the point they're making is clear.
i've also been stimming or some shit like that since i was a kid without realizing. my family noticed this when i was a kid and made fun of it, my cousins would imitate my jumping and finger snapping whenever i talked or got mad at them. whenever i get excited i clench my teeth and cover my face with my hands and rock back and forth quickly. i did this once at school and the other kids noticed, later a couple kids i knew made fun of me and then beat me up.
people have called me autistic several times and i don't know if my parents have ever wondered if i am. if i were an actual autist, my mom would probably disown me or not see me the same way since she hates them. hence i always doubted i'm autistic. but if i really am then that's just another trait of inceldom i have, as if it couldn't get any worse.
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