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worstcel
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Ok this may sound stupid to u, and I'm usually the guy who doesnt believe things unless he sees things, but now I'm kinda skeptical.
Today I expressed joy, I told my mom I wanted to go back to school (meds help a lot with motivation) and yeah basically. Then shortly after I check the winning lottery numbers and they happen to be the same ones I picked the last lottery (I swear they were), it's like something is trying to take me down.
I've had other experiences like this too, it's like some devil is trying to take me down and make me fall deeper into depression, but at the same time something is fighting back.
Strange, but this could all just be in my head, I don't know xd
Today I expressed joy, I told my mom I wanted to go back to school (meds help a lot with motivation) and yeah basically. Then shortly after I check the winning lottery numbers and they happen to be the same ones I picked the last lottery (I swear they were), it's like something is trying to take me down.
I've had other experiences like this too, it's like some devil is trying to take me down and make me fall deeper into depression, but at the same time something is fighting back.
Strange, but this could all just be in my head, I don't know xd