nxdismycope
Its not over - its just never began
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- Joined
- Aug 13, 2018
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a few years ago i was looking at insta all day. followed tons of insta whores and would just browse the feed all day, looking at those whores and fap to them....
i was addicted. it damaged me hard.
but now things are much worse. now i dont look at them anymore (deleted insta), i can barely fap to it.
now all i want is a regular gf. not to fuck a stacy (well that too, but gf is much more important.)
all day i just stalk in social media foids i know.... those cute foids, that even tho i know deep down they are also whores - at least they arent acting like one.
i see the pics they upload with their bfs and its hurting me so much. why can i have this?
GOD. im not asking for a stacy like i did when i was 18. i just want a gf. someone to go to sleep with. to catch a movie with. to go hike with.
someone to talk to.
why cant i have this? WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just watch their life and cry. they got everything i dont - someone.
i was addicted. it damaged me hard.
but now things are much worse. now i dont look at them anymore (deleted insta), i can barely fap to it.
now all i want is a regular gf. not to fuck a stacy (well that too, but gf is much more important.)
all day i just stalk in social media foids i know.... those cute foids, that even tho i know deep down they are also whores - at least they arent acting like one.
i see the pics they upload with their bfs and its hurting me so much. why can i have this?
GOD. im not asking for a stacy like i did when i was 18. i just want a gf. someone to go to sleep with. to catch a movie with. to go hike with.
someone to talk to.
why cant i have this? WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just watch their life and cry. they got everything i dont - someone.