- Aug 31, 2020
- 20d 19h 42m
Back when I was in high school I used to be really into self improvement. I read a ton of self help books and read "redpill" content. I watched fitness youtubers, gymmaxxed and was on the swimming and track team. I studied really hard and got into uni. I really thought that if I just worked on myself a little more, then I would eventually become an attractive person. I didn't get blackpilled until my first year of uni when I realized that despite all the self help I was a friendless, KV, loser. It took a long time to accept the fact that no amount of hard work was going to change my height, face or race and make me desirable.