Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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I'm not being hyperbolic, I'm serious, it makes me want to hurt myself, it makes me want someone to just shoot me in the fucking head. The combination of knowing that nobody ever wanted me, my own inadequacy, and my own craving for physical contact that makes it too much for me to hear/read.
It could be someone talking about their girlfriend(even in passing), sexual experiences, or even the implication of having had past sexual experiences, as in feeling confidant enough to make jokes about sex or relationships. If I'm in public and I overhear it, I'll try to leave the situation as quickly as possible. If I'm watching a youtube video where it comes up, I'll stop watching it. Watching anime is about the only time I have a chance of being able to tolerate it, and even then it ruins my mood.
It could be someone talking about their girlfriend(even in passing), sexual experiences, or even the implication of having had past sexual experiences, as in feeling confidant enough to make jokes about sex or relationships. If I'm in public and I overhear it, I'll try to leave the situation as quickly as possible. If I'm watching a youtube video where it comes up, I'll stop watching it. Watching anime is about the only time I have a chance of being able to tolerate it, and even then it ruins my mood.