- Apr 9, 2018
- 5d 20h 33m
God bless you, warrior.Technically, I did 3 approaches today, but since none of them resulted in an actual conversation - they all ran away, one of them autistically holding her phone, I won't count them at all as real approaches.
One of them was very bold, though. I approached what appears to be a 6-7 at an intersection but it went nowhere.
After another week of devastation, I feel like complete shit.
My legs hurts. My eyes hurt due to the lack of sleep - searhing for prospects forces me to work late sometimes because I do it after work and come home very late but can't sleep despite the fatigue.
I can tell without a shadow of a doubt that this shit is tough as hell on my mental health which is not sound to begin with.
Unfortunately, I have noticed the following.
1. Women where I live are very hard to approach. They are very closed and nasty. Maybe kinda like Canadian women, I don't know. But they don't seem "welcoming" at all.
2. Sometimes I would be about to approach but the woman/girl would give me a look that would basically halt my approach beforehand. Like they reject me with their eyes before I have even opened my mouth.
3. THIS IS THE BIG THING THAT PUA FAGGOTS DO NOT TELL YOU
Women that you approach do not see you as BRAVE, CONFIDENT OR WHATEVER>
they see you as creepy and desperate even if you are actually brave and confident.
You have to remember that women rationalize the approach in their favor. Meaning, they don't beat themselves up for rejecting you even if you were attractive enough for them.
They simply call you a creep to make themselves look better and move on with their smartphones.
4. I actually relaunched tinder out of desperation the other night, saw the same women that I have been seeing for 2 years and uninstalled it.
I don't know what to say.
It took me damn near 30 years to realize the truth about women and the world, but at least now I know everything i need to know.
Uninstall signing off
I haven't give up.
I won't give up.
I will keep pushing.
I hope I make it to 1000 real approaches one day.
MY plan for next week is to approach primarily women sitting outside.
Ironically, while I was going home with my tail between my legs, I passed through park and there like 10 couples on the benches kissing.
gotta love this life
Fuck it all
At least I have myself, still
Mind if I ask, how do you look like? Height, frame, weight, skin, race, facial flaws, positive traits, body type?