Deleted member 20659
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I cant handle being in my room and think to myself, experiencing myself in solitude, writing down thoughts, etc. I wish I could tbh. I'm always distracting myself with content from outside or coping, like lurking in this forum, listening to music.. When I try to look within i find nothing of interest, its empty, . With some effort I can evoke blurred and fragmented memories, but its pointless, also thinking has no direction, its just a bunch of disconnected words, noise