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i have disgusting fantasies and when i'm not horny it makes me depressed to look back on them. i hate having sexual urges, so pointless especially since i won't reproduce. it makes no sense that my body still produces the hormones that make me a sexual being when i have no sex appeal, i wish it would give up. i hate seeing women sexually, it's overwhelming. i've been jerking off 14-20 times a week for the past 5 years. nofap is impossible for me, what is a way to kill my sex drive for good? i thought about castration maxxing. is there a better way to kill it?