but i still seek social approval and have shame, high inhibition, treat women respectfully. deep down i still hope that one will love me and validate me. i took the black pill so i know that itll never happen but i can't help but remain the way that i am. even if i wanted to do just go full sexual harasser, id get arrested in canada and the middle east is rapidly westernizing. tbh i dont think i could get away with groping many hojabi s back in egypt anymore either. many now have white knights who claim that mohamed was a feminist and that i should be publically castrated for not respecting a foid wholl never marry, fuck him, give them any attention. arab men are also becoming cucks and punishing righteous men who want to punish whores for denying us and fulfiling their womanly roles to make society function.
