If I’m still a virgin by the time September starts I am killing myself

[azakhan]

Enough is enough. If a miracle won’t happen and I don’t find a gf I am going to go to a shootings range and put a bullet in my skull.
Last weeks was good I haven’t even visited this website but the serotonin lowered and now I realized I was living in an illusion for a week. I thought my life was improving but actually all the improvements existed solely in my head. Hormones are weird shit. Now that I don’t have any serotonin left I can analyze my situation and call it a shitty fucking place to be in.
Well at least while you are depressed you don’t do cringe shit I almost asked out a cashier in my store. She was nice to me and I thought I a
Have a chance but it was her fucking job to be nice and joke with clients.
Good thing it’s gone now maybe I am sad and depressed but I have control over my body. Good thing.

 

[Perturber]

Enough is enough. If a miracle won’t happen and I don’t find a gf I am going to go to a shootings range and put a bullet in my skull.
Last weeks was good I haven’t even visited this website but the serotonin lowered and now I realized I was living in an illusion for a week. I thought my life was improving but actually all the improvements existed solely in my head. Hormones are weird shit. Now that I don’t have any serotonin left I can analyze my situation and call it a shitty fucking place to be in.
Well at least while you are depressed you don’t do cringe shit I almost asked out a cashier in my store. She was nice to me and I thought I a
Have a chance but it was her fucking job to be nice and joke with clients.
Good thing it’s gone now maybe I am sad and depressed but I have control over my body. Good thing.

there really is nothing else worth living for, people laugh at us for that but its the truth. the only reason we exist is to share love and have sex. if you cant do that, there is no "hobby" or "career" that can make up or replace that. theres just nothing.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Im a virgin. Its kinda bad but im coping nicely.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

it's over best of luck.

 

[azakhan]

there really is nothing else worth living for, people laugh at us for that but its the truth. the only reason we exist is to share love and have sex. if you cant do that, there is no "hobby" or "career" that can make up or replace that. theres just nothing.

True, they will never understand what it’s like.

Im a virgin. Its kinda bad but im coping nicely.

I don’t, I used drugs to do it but lately I’ve been realizing that sober life for me has no value. I can only feel happiness When I’m under influence of something.

it's over best of luck.

Thanks it’s over

 

[ihaveno1]

Alright, I’ll bump this thread in september

 

[Over_this_Life]

I wish you the best of luck. Some people on here are all “hur dur bucket of crabs” but i really do want the best for people on here

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

I feel you bro having a raisin dick is reason enough to no joke

 

[PoodankMcGee]

there really is nothing else worth living for, people laugh at us for that but its the truth. the only reason we exist is to share love and have sex. if you cant do that, there is no "hobby" or "career" that can make up or replace that. theres just nothing.

Brutally high IQ. Though i suppose it should be obvious with a basic understanding of Maslow's hierarchy of needs. It's really basic human psychology, but normies don't want to admit it because they would realize they are complicit in this state of affairs

 

[To_Live_is to_Serve]

Remember to make a goodbye post.
Best wishes.

 

[Deleted member 20413]

safe journey brocel

 

[radishman]

See you around Halloween as a corpse.

 

[Deleted member 21324]

Bookmarked.

 

[NuclearCel]

there really is nothing else worth living for, people laugh at us for that but its the truth. the only reason we exist is to share love and have sex. if you cant do that, there is no "hobby" or "career" that can make up or replace that. theres just nothing.

If the only reason of existence was sex then you would still be in the stone age. There were high IQ gods who saw past the desire of the flesh and accomplished great feats. For me, studying, learning, and accepting the blackpill was enough to move me forward. When you know it is over, copes are all you look forward to. Thats it.

If you cant cope, there is only the rope, and thats on you.

 

[Perturber]

If the only reason of existence was sex then you would still be in the stone age. There were high IQ gods who saw past the desire of the flesh and accomplished great feats. For me, studying, learning, and accepting the blackpill was enough to move me forward. When you know it is over, copes are all you look forward to. Thats it.

If you cant cope, there is only the rope, and thats on you.

the only reason for life is sex/love , nature made sure of that. if you cant have sex, your life will just be labor and depression. unless you are bluepilled enough to think that you can make your own happiness and ignore your programming.

 

[NuclearCel]

the only reason for life is sex/love , nature made sure of that. if you cant have sex, your life will just be labor and depression. unless you are bluepilled enough to think that you can make your own happiness and ignore your programming.

You said it yourself. Its nothing but biological programming. If sex = happiness then why arent people who see escorts brimming with happiness? It is nothing but fleeting pleasure which people will keep on chasing. Like a roastie who rides the cock-carousel in her prime years and then is still confused why she isnt happy after reaching her 30's when she had been a literal cumdump for many different chads for YEARS.

The true point of the blackpill is to go for whatever happiness you can make possible for yourself. The bluepill here is hoping that you will get sex and love, that a girlfriend will be a silver bullet and solve all the problems in your life. If you think this to be true, you are gravely mistaken.

 

[Perturber]

You said it yourself. Its nothing but biological programming. If sex = happiness then why arent people who see escorts brimming with happiness? It is nothing but fleeting pleasure which people will keep on chasing. Like a roastie who rides the cock-carousel in her prime years and then is still confused why she isnt happy after reaching her 30's when she had been a literal cumdump for many different chads for YEARS.

The true point of the blackpill is to go for whatever happiness you can make possible for yourself. The bluepill here is hoping that you will get sex and love, that a girlfriend will be a silver bullet and solve all the problems in your life. If you think this to be true, you are gravely mistaken.

you're only taking half my post into consideration. sex AND love. love being relationship/marriage/whatever. someone special. trying to satisfy yourself is a pointless endeavor, you cannot attain it. it is a hedonistic treadmill. when you dedicate yourself to someone you love, they become your meaning. your love that you give them becomes your life. and they reciprocate.

the problem is when you dont have this person in your life, there is nobody to live for. yourself is simply not enough.

 

[NuclearCel]

you're only taking half my post into consideration. sex AND love. love being relationship/marriage/whatever. someone special. trying to satisfy yourself is a pointless endeavor, you cannot attain it. it is a hedonistic treadmill. when you dedicate yourself to someone you love, they become your meaning. your love that you give them becomes your life. and they reciprocate.

the problem is when you dont have this person in your life, there is nobody to live for. yourself is simply not enough.

I do see you your point but that is only 1 side of the coin. You are saying that you need another person to make your life complete and that right there simply not true. I value good copes more than another individual. I guess i just cannot trust people the way you can.

 

[Deleted member 17889]

ER

 

[Perturber]

I do see you your point but that is only 1 side of the coin. You are saying that you need another person to make your life complete and that right there simply not true. I value good copes more than another individual. I guess i just cannot trust people the way you can.

thats mind boggling to me. to me, man is incomplete. he needs the other half. i feel like not believing that is pure cope. you will never be complete.

you must be a beast or a god.

btw why do you think i can trust people? i cannot trust anymore.

 

[Deleted member 17606]

Roping is cucked. Imagine taking the likely one life you had with consciousness, ability to travel, all because you didnt get a flesh hole. I understand suicidefuel. Gotta cope. Good luck boyo

 

[watcher]

Blow yourself out in a BLM rally

 

[epillepsy]

Hope you ascend before then!

 

[NuclearCel]

thats mind boggling to me. to me, man is incomplete. he needs the other half. i feel like not believing that is pure cope. you will never be complete.

you must be a beast or a god.

btw why do you think i can trust people? i cannot trust anymore.

The part of you which wants to love someone and as you say "feels incomplete without a women" is the one that is willing to trust others. That is why i said that your are willing to trust others if the aforementioned posts are your thought process.

That is why its a saying that only a women can blackpill a man. Once she destroys you, that is when you have truly woken up from your slumber.

 

[Perturber]

The part of you which wants to love someone and as you say "feels incomplete without a women" is the one that is willing to trust others. That is why i said that your are willing to trust others if the aforementioned posts are your thought process.

That is why its a saying that only a women can blackpill a man. Once she destroys you, that is when you have truly woken up from your slumber.

i dont know, i feel like im neither and thats the source of my misery. i want to trust and love, but i know i cant based on what i know now.

agree with your second thought

 

[TheSecondComing]

miracle

lol

 

[Lone-Star]

Bookmarked

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

Don't kill yourself, faggot. Do you want people to celebrate your most painful moment? If you ever bring that kind of joy to people that hate us, then you're a cuck.

 

[FlamingCel]

Demons want you to rope.Do not let them win

 

[FrothySolutions]

Hormones are weird shit. You sound like you're suffering from some kind of chemical imbalance. Have you been diagnosed with anything?

 

[azakhan]

Hormones are weird shit. You sound like you're suffering from some kind of chemical imbalance. Have you been diagnosed with anything?

depression since i was 14, i took some drugs from psychatrist but they made me fat
i am depressed for so llong i dont' even remember how does it feel to be normal

 

[NoMoreCoping]

Don't do it man.

 

[solblue]

Go ER

 

[Deleted member 25707]

Blow yourself out in a BLM rally

 

[Animecel2D]

Go ER

 

[Wiz32BlackJiggaboo]

I am going to go to a shootings range and put a bullet in my skull.

I take it because you want to rent a gun rather than buy one?

Makes me wonder how often this happens and if they have guys ready to intervene.

Keep in mind that prob have 1st aid kits there for this purpose so if you fuck up they might stabilize you and then you'd just be Eugene Root

 

[bait____]

there really is nothing else worth living for, people laugh at us for that but its the truth. the only reason we exist is to share love and have sex. if you cant do that, there is no "hobby" or "career" that can make up or replace that. theres just nothing.

it's over best of luck.

 

[Caesercel]

Op. Why September? What miracle can happen in 3 months that hasn't happened yet? You and I and everyone would still be here. You don't really want to rope op you are just depressed and desperate. You should find better ways to cope because nothing is gonna change in September. Its over

you're only taking half my post into consideration. sex AND love. love being relationship/marriage/whatever. someone special. trying to satisfy yourself is a pointless endeavor, you cannot attain it. it is a hedonistic treadmill. when you dedicate yourself to someone you love, they become your meaning. your love that you give them becomes your life. and they reciprocate.

the problem is when you dont have this person in your life, there is nobody to live for. yourself is simply not enough.

Interesting. I never felt like that. Never wanted love or affection from a foid. The only reason I want a relationship is so I can get sex and be a normal person with a partner doing normal couple shit.

 

[Deleted member 17719]

I will still be KHV in September 2040

 

[metabuxx]

nothing's gonna change. Its over.

 

[Cowcel]

Best of luck. I hope everything goes well

 

[Trevor Phillips]

Save up money for an escort/hooker and lose it that way? Also fuck it, if you're gonna die you might as well ask the cashier out

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I don’t think you’ll do it

 

[Deleted member 22999]

I’ve felt horrible lately too. Not just about inceldom but basically everything. I went two years without crying once and now it happens almost every day

 

[kikecel]

see you on September 2nd

 

[FrothySolutions]

depression since i was 14, i took some drugs from psychatrist but they made me fat
i am depressed for so llong i dont' even remember how does it feel to be normal

I don't think you're supposed to just be on the meds forever, are you? Was that what they told you to do? Be on the meds forever?

 

[78980n]

see you on September 2nd

see you on September 2nd

 

[squirrelsonfire2]

See ya this October

 

[azakhan]

I’ve felt horrible lately too. Not just about inceldom but basically everything. I went two years without crying once and now it happens almost every day

yes it's so close yet far away i could easily have hapiness if not for milimeters of bones

I don't think you're supposed to just be on the meds forever, are you? Was that what they told you to do? Be on the meds forever?

I dont know but I have a solution for this risky and I could fuck up my neurohormones but whatevver

 

[FrothySolutions]

I dont know but I have a solution for this risky and I could fuck up my neurohormones but whatevver

No no, don't do anything stupid. Figure out your medication situation. You still have a doctor and active prescription, right?