i dont realy know any females besides family
but id pick a pretty female and ask her sincerely: "Im 30 and i just want to know how it feels. like to be intimate with a girl. Can you just bend over so I can push myself inside you for just 5 minutes? You dont have to do anything I just need to feel something because Im dead inside but still incredibly horny. My dick is already hard can i just get 5 minutes of your time?"
you said no consequences. so if i could tell a girl this id be happy. just the act of actually telling a girl how i feel would be a huge weight off my shoulders. i hold so much always inside that i get so stressed out.
it is almost a personal taboo or a burden that ive never told a female i wanted to fuck it. it would be a sexy treat in and of itself just to say thise words aloud to a female. i think im rambling. dont think im describing myself properly. dont know if anyone else knows what im talking about.