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Story I'm a 27 years old virgin and i'm done with life

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My first post i know it's long but please at least read half of it :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:

I'm a 27 years old 5'8 ugly ethnic virgin born and living in Germany. My hair turned grey from all the stress and i also started Balding. Oh i also got a 4 inch small dick which is vERy unsettling.

I never held a girls hand. Never hugged or kissed a girl. Never had Sex. I never even saw a girl naked in real life. The only time a girl touched me was the police when i got searched outside because i looked suspicious with my hoodie on.

I got a early dose of the Blackpill when i was 14 and approached a foid with a huge deformed nose in school. Despite a friend at the time constantly telling me how ugly i am, thinking he's joking. She legit looked like a witch but i didn't mind because i cared about her personality.
I was really polite to her, but she felt disgusted and went into her class telling everyone what had happened. I could hear them all laugh and i just wanted to die right there.

Everyday feels like a constant struggle for me. I feel empty walking outside, i just exist and don't live anymore. It feels unreal when i see some girl sitting on her boyfriends lap, like a different world where i'm just invisible and spectate other. Something so normal feels so special to me. I'm also at a point where none of my copes work anymore. Be it video games, sport, netflix or porn. I can just jerk off to hardcore porn now because normal porn don't do it for me anymore. Everytime i see a couple outside or read something sex related online i'm fueled with rage and can't handle it, i need to watch gore videos with people dieing to calm down. My brain is fucked.

I finished school but can't hold a job, because what's the point? I literally have no motivation and no copes left. A good income would just increase my life span and suffering. Statusmaxx is the biggest joke. Even if you somehow statusmaxx and get a girlfriend, she will never truly love you. She will say it to your face that she does, but deep inside never mean it. No girl will ever hug you, saying she loves you and mean it. No girl will ever care how your day went or about your feelings if you are sad homing home.

Everyday when i go to bed i wish that i get a heart attack in my sleep and die. But it just never happens. I still wake up in the next morning with a empty head without life energy. I avoid looking at the mirror when i go to the bathroom, i just break down if i see my face for more than 3 seconds.
Suicide is not an option right now my parents and siblings would be devastated and never recover. They think i'm doing alright because i never show my emotions or talk about it.

This Forum is my only cope left and i hope you will accept me as a new incel brothER. :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic:
 
Believable first post.
 
She legit looked like a witch but i didn't mind because i cared about her personality.

I was really polite to her, but she felt disgusted and went into her class telling everyone what had happened.

:waitwhat: Something doesn't add up here.. You liked her personality? She sounds like a typical sociopathic foid to me though
 
Good, good the anger is growing in you.

One sign I look for to see how blackpilled an incel is, is if he still can watch tv. If seeing normies things on tv is tolerable to the incel he has further to go in his studies.

A further level is when the incel can no longer play most video games, eg.. ones where there are female gamers or female characters.
 
welcome brocel
 
Welcome fellow struggler
we accept you with open arms
 
My first post i know it's long but please at least read half of it :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:

I'm a 27 years old 5'8 ugly ethnic virgin born and living in Germany. My hair turned grey from all the stress and i also started Balding. Oh i also got a 4 inch small dick which is vERy unsettling.

I never held a girls hand. Never hugged or kissed a girl. Never had Sex. I never even saw a girl naked in real life. The only time a girl touched me was the police when i got searched outside because i looked suspicious with my hoodie on.

I got a early dose of the Blackpill when i was 14 and approached a foid with a huge deformed nose in school. Despite a friend at the time constantly telling me how ugly i am, thinking he's joking. She legit looked like a witch but i didn't mind because i cared about her personality.
I was really polite to her, but she felt disgusted and went into her class telling everyone what had happened. I could hear them all laugh and i just wanted to die right there.

Everyday feels like a constant struggle for me. I feel empty walking outside, i just exist and don't live anymore. It feels unreal when i see some girl sitting on her boyfriends lap, like a different world where i'm just invisible and spectate other. Something so normal feels so special to me. I'm also at a point where none of my copes work anymore. Be it video games, sport, netflix or porn. I can just jerk off to hardcore porn now because normal porn don't do it for me anymore. Everytime i see a couple outside or read something sex related online i'm fueled with rage and can't handle it, i need to watch gore videos with people dieing to calm down. My brain is fucked.

I finished school but can't hold a job, because what's the point? I literally have no motivation and no copes left. A good income would just increase my life span and suffering. Statusmaxx is the biggest joke. Even if you somehow statusmaxx and get a girlfriend, she will never truly love you. She will say it to your face that she does, but deep inside never mean it. No girl will ever hug you, saying she loves you and mean it. No girl will ever care how your day went or about your feelings if you are sad homing home.

Everyday when i go to bed i wish that i get a heart attack in my sleep and die. But it just never happens. I still wake up in the next morning with a empty head without life energy. I avoid looking at the mirror when i go to the bathroom, i just break down if i see my face for more than 3 seconds.
Suicide is not an option right now my parents and siblings would be devastated and never recover. They think i'm doing alright because i never show my emotions or talk about it.

This Forum is my only cope left and i hope you will accept me as a new incel brothER. :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic:
fuck... :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman: im so sorry man. you dont deserve to suffer so much

27yo virgin here so i feel you
 
how long have you been lurking?
 
At least you live in Germany
 
Brutal to read ngl. Gigaover
 
I'm gonna rope before that
 
My first post i know it's long but please at least read half of it :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:

I'm a 27 years old 5'8 ugly ethnic virgin born and living in Germany. My hair turned grey from all the stress and i also started Balding. Oh i also got a 4 inch small dick which is vERy unsettling.

I never held a girls hand. Never hugged or kissed a girl. Never had Sex. I never even saw a girl naked in real life. The only time a girl touched me was the police when i got searched outside because i looked suspicious with my hoodie on.

I got a early dose of the Blackpill when i was 14 and approached a foid with a huge deformed nose in school. Despite a friend at the time constantly telling me how ugly i am, thinking he's joking. She legit looked like a witch but i didn't mind because i cared about her personality.
I was really polite to her, but she felt disgusted and went into her class telling everyone what had happened. I could hear them all laugh and i just wanted to die right there.

Everyday feels like a constant struggle for me. I feel empty walking outside, i just exist and don't live anymore. It feels unreal when i see some girl sitting on her boyfriends lap, like a different world where i'm just invisible and spectate other. Something so normal feels so special to me. I'm also at a point where none of my copes work anymore. Be it video games, sport, netflix or porn. I can just jerk off to hardcore porn now because normal porn don't do it for me anymore. Everytime i see a couple outside or read something sex related online i'm fueled with rage and can't handle it, i need to watch gore videos with people dieing to calm down. My brain is fucked.

I finished school but can't hold a job, because what's the point? I literally have no motivation and no copes left. A good income would just increase my life span and suffering. Statusmaxx is the biggest joke. Even if you somehow statusmaxx and get a girlfriend, she will never truly love you. She will say it to your face that she does, but deep inside never mean it. No girl will ever hug you, saying she loves you and mean it. No girl will ever care how your day went or about your feelings if you are sad homing home.

Everyday when i go to bed i wish that i get a heart attack in my sleep and die. But it just never happens. I still wake up in the next morning with a empty head without life energy. I avoid looking at the mirror when i go to the bathroom, i just break down if i see my face for more than 3 seconds.
Suicide is not an option right now my parents and siblings would be devastated and never recover. They think i'm doing alright because i never show my emotions or talk about it.

This Forum is my only cope left and i hope you will accept me as a new incel brothER. :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic:
Sounds tough man. I can relate to how you feel, especially about having no motivation and all that despair and frustration when you see couples, shit is brutal :feelsbadman:
 
Hi bro, Im 27 yo too, life with shit face is living hell, i feel your pain.
 
She legit looked like a witch but i didn't mind because i cared about her personality.
cope , you simply felt like she was your lookMatch and had some hope she may accept you .
At least you live in Germany
tbh
I finished school but can't hold a job, because what's the point?
how do you support yourself?
Just cope with islam Bro , like i do .
can you teach me german ?
 
I skimmed this tbhtbh good first postlossus ok I’ll let u in to my club and my webms
 
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Welcome to home, my brother.

Bende Turkum bu arada :feelsokman: biseye ihtiyacin olursa ulas
 
Good, good the anger is growing in you.

One sign I look for to see how blackpilled an incel is, is if he still can watch tv. If seeing normies things on tv is tolerable to the incel he has further to go in his studies.

A further level is when the incel can no longer play most video games, eg.. ones where there are female gamers or female characters.

Yes i can't do that shit anymore just seeing one female makes me rage already

welcome brocel
Thanks brocel
welcome friend
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Thank you my friend
just kanackmaxx bro
I don't wanna end up in jail
fuck... :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman: :feelsbadman: im so sorry man. you dont deserve to suffer so much

27yo virgin here so i feel you

Thanks bro none of us incels deserve such a fate

how long have you been lurking?

Hmm think about 2 years

At least you live in Germany

True but it's still pure hell the foids here are the most shallow

Brutal to read ngl. Gigaover

It is over my friend

I'm gonna rope before that

Don't brocel we are already dead

Sounds tough man. I can relate to how you feel, especially about having no motivation and all that despair and frustration when you see couples, shit is brutal :feelsbadman:

Yes man it always feels like someone is punching you in your stomatch when you see that
Hi bro, Im 27 yo too, life with shit face is living hell, i feel your pain.
Thanks my man hope things get better for all of us incels
I know how that feels.

You have two options, occultismaxxing or ropemaxxing.
Thanks bro i will think carefully about both options
Welcome home, brocel.


OP, please don't do this.

Thanks haha
I skimmed this tbhtbh good first postlossus ok I’ll let u in to my club and my webms
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Thanks alot brocel
Welcome to home, my brother.

Bende Turkum bu arada :feelsokman: biseye ihtiyacin olursa ulas

Tamam çok sağol
 
Welcome to incels.co. You have come to the right place.

I'm a 31 year old virgin.
 
cope , you simply felt like she was your lookMatch and had some hope she may accept you .

tbh

how do you support yourself?
Just cope with islam Bro , like i do .
can you teach me german ?
Right now i've still money left in the bank but i'm looking for a job right now.
Inshallah bro
Natürlich mein bruder
Welcome to incels.co. You have come to the right place.

I'm a 31 year old virgin.
Thanks man it's truly over for us
 
Strong first Post
Welcome to the incel community
 
Faggot until u become bluecel
 
My first post i know it's long but please at least read half of it :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:

I'm a 27 years old 5'8 ugly ethnic virgin born and living in Germany. My hair turned grey from all the stress and i also started Balding. Oh i also got a 4 inch small dick which is vERy unsettling.

I never held a girls hand. Never hugged or kissed a girl. Never had Sex. I never even saw a girl naked in real life. The only time a girl touched me was the police when i got searched outside because i looked suspicious with my hoodie on.

I got a early dose of the Blackpill when i was 14 and approached a foid with a huge deformed nose in school. Despite a friend at the time constantly telling me how ugly i am, thinking he's joking. She legit looked like a witch but i didn't mind because i cared about her personality.
I was really polite to her, but she felt disgusted and went into her class telling everyone what had happened. I could hear them all laugh and i just wanted to die right there.

Everyday feels like a constant struggle for me. I feel empty walking outside, i just exist and don't live anymore. It feels unreal when i see some girl sitting on her boyfriends lap, like a different world where i'm just invisible and spectate other. Something so normal feels so special to me. I'm also at a point where none of my copes work anymore. Be it video games, sport, netflix or porn. I can just jerk off to hardcore porn now because normal porn don't do it for me anymore. Everytime i see a couple outside or read something sex related online i'm fueled with rage and can't handle it, i need to watch gore videos with people dieing to calm down. My brain is fucked.

I finished school but can't hold a job, because what's the point? I literally have no motivation and no copes left. A good income would just increase my life span and suffering. Statusmaxx is the biggest joke. Even if you somehow statusmaxx and get a girlfriend, she will never truly love you. She will say it to your face that she does, but deep inside never mean it. No girl will ever hug you, saying she loves you and mean it. No girl will ever care how your day went or about your feelings if you are sad homing home.

Everyday when i go to bed i wish that i get a heart attack in my sleep and die. But it just never happens. I still wake up in the next morning with a empty head without life energy. I avoid looking at the mirror when i go to the bathroom, i just break down if i see my face for more than 3 seconds.
Suicide is not an option right now my parents and siblings would be devastated and never recover. They think i'm doing alright because i never show my emotions or talk about it.

This Forum is my only cope left and i hope you will accept me as a new incel brothER. :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic:
another day,another struggle.Believe me we can only find peace in god.Also mogs me.I can't even remember my first post kek.
 
:waitwhat: Something doesn't add up here.. You liked her personality? She sounds like a typical sociopathic foid to me though

The fact that she was ugly made him think he had a chance, he liked the idea of a possible relationship, he liked what he imagined she could give him.
 
damn mogs my first post to nirvana and back

i feel you
 
My first post i know it's long but please at least read half of it :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:

I'm a 27 years old 5'8 ugly ethnic virgin born and living in Germany. My hair turned grey from all the stress and i also started Balding. Oh i also got a 4 inch small dick which is vERy unsettling.

I never held a girls hand. Never hugged or kissed a girl. Never had Sex. I never even saw a girl naked in real life. The only time a girl touched me was the police when i got searched outside because i looked suspicious with my hoodie on.

I got a early dose of the Blackpill when i was 14 and approached a foid with a huge deformed nose in school. Despite a friend at the time constantly telling me how ugly i am, thinking he's joking. She legit looked like a witch but i didn't mind because i cared about her personality.
I was really polite to her, but she felt disgusted and went into her class telling everyone what had happened. I could hear them all laugh and i just wanted to die right there.

Everyday feels like a constant struggle for me. I feel empty walking outside, i just exist and don't live anymore. It feels unreal when i see some girl sitting on her boyfriends lap, like a different world where i'm just invisible and spectate other. Something so normal feels so special to me. I'm also at a point where none of my copes work anymore. Be it video games, sport, netflix or porn. I can just jerk off to hardcore porn now because normal porn don't do it for me anymore. Everytime i see a couple outside or read something sex related online i'm fueled with rage and can't handle it, i need to watch gore videos with people dieing to calm down. My brain is fucked.

I finished school but can't hold a job, because what's the point? I literally have no motivation and no copes left. A good income would just increase my life span and suffering. Statusmaxx is the biggest joke. Even if you somehow statusmaxx and get a girlfriend, she will never truly love you. She will say it to your face that she does, but deep inside never mean it. No girl will ever hug you, saying she loves you and mean it. No girl will ever care how your day went or about your feelings if you are sad homing home.

Everyday when i go to bed i wish that i get a heart attack in my sleep and die. But it just never happens. I still wake up in the next morning with a empty head without life energy. I avoid looking at the mirror when i go to the bathroom, i just break down if i see my face for more than 3 seconds.
Suicide is not an option right now my parents and siblings would be devastated and never recover. They think i'm doing alright because i never show my emotions or talk about it.

This Forum is my only cope left and i hope you will accept me as a new incel brothER. :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic:
Not to be rude, but can't you just go back to Turkey?
 
this makes me want to make a long intro post too, I'm so used to keeping stuff like that to myself that I've basically trained myself
 
Good, good the anger is growing in you.

One sign I look for to see how blackpilled an incel is, is if he still can watch tv. If seeing normies things on tv is tolerable to the incel he has further to go in his studies.

A further level is when the incel can no longer play most video games, eg.. ones where there are female gamers or female characters.

I've been at that level for years lmao.
 
its over 4 old cels ngl, cant u get rhino or poorcel?
 
genetic deadends, with no help or mercy from nature or God it seems
 
You need to find a hobby - drawing, scale modeling, robotics, etc. Otherwise you will be dead by 30 by your own hand. And gore is reptile IQ.
 
Welcome to the club. Is there any way you can looksmaxx? It's always worth it to give one final shot before completly LDAR.
 
How have you cope for that long? What have you been doing to pass the time?
 
Sup.

You should get up with TheLastGerman and St. Hamudi
 
Welcome home brother.
 
My first post i know it's long but please at least read half of it :feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:

I'm a 27 years old 5'8 ugly ethnic virgin born and living in Germany. My hair turned grey from all the stress and i also started Balding. Oh i also got a 4 inch small dick which is vERy unsettling.

I never held a girls hand. Never hugged or kissed a girl. Never had Sex. I never even saw a girl naked in real life. The only time a girl touched me was the police when i got searched outside because i looked suspicious with my hoodie on.

I got a early dose of the Blackpill when i was 14 and approached a foid with a huge deformed nose in school. Despite a friend at the time constantly telling me how ugly i am, thinking he's joking. She legit looked like a witch but i didn't mind because i cared about her personality.
I was really polite to her, but she felt disgusted and went into her class telling everyone what had happened. I could hear them all laugh and i just wanted to die right there.

Everyday feels like a constant struggle for me. I feel empty walking outside, i just exist and don't live anymore. It feels unreal when i see some girl sitting on her boyfriends lap, like a different world where i'm just invisible and spectate other. Something so normal feels so special to me. I'm also at a point where none of my copes work anymore. Be it video games, sport, netflix or porn. I can just jerk off to hardcore porn now because normal porn don't do it for me anymore. Everytime i see a couple outside or read something sex related online i'm fueled with rage and can't handle it, i need to watch gore videos with people dieing to calm down. My brain is fucked.

I finished school but can't hold a job, because what's the point? I literally have no motivation and no copes left. A good income would just increase my life span and suffering. Statusmaxx is the biggest joke. Even if you somehow statusmaxx and get a girlfriend, she will never truly love you. She will say it to your face that she does, but deep inside never mean it. No girl will ever hug you, saying she loves you and mean it. No girl will ever care how your day went or about your feelings if you are sad homing home.

Everyday when i go to bed i wish that i get a heart attack in my sleep and die. But it just never happens. I still wake up in the next morning with a empty head without life energy. I avoid looking at the mirror when i go to the bathroom, i just break down if i see my face for more than 3 seconds.
Suicide is not an option right now my parents and siblings would be devastated and never recover. They think i'm doing alright because i never show my emotions or talk about it.

This Forum is my only cope left and i hope you will accept me as a new incel brothER. :feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic::feelsautistic:
32 year old virgin, unemployed living with his folks, also fat and balding. You're not alone. We're all suffering together man. Always remember there's millions of men who're in our shoes right now. I hope that makes you feel a little better. Otherwise welcome to incels.co
 
We have not come this far just to give up..Try paying for the service..I know its not the optimal solution and there is no solution but at least get it done..
 
I'm a 24 y/o virgin,but I don't care that much anymore,swallowed the waifupill and never looked back,I'm still sad but for other reasons,also what are your hobbies? Games? Anime?

Always remember there's millions of men who're in our shoes right now. I hope that makes you feel a little better.

This keeps me going tbh,if it wasn't for the internet I would think I'm the only 24 y/o virgin in the entire world,knowing that there's people suffering the same fate as yours actually helps a lot.
 
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