I forgot what's the average age of this forum, but i guess it's around 22-23, maybe lower. Being in my 30's i'm probably older than the most of you. One could think that when you get older something changes but, for me, it doesn't. My life is basically filled with low-key depression since i was 10 and there are bursts of this depression worsening and it's not due to complicated reasons, but to the fact i'm exposed to various things that reminds me i'm ugly and my dick is average. Dunno, a video where chad goes outside and women are attracted to him. Or amateur porn.
So, for my entire life i've been suggested to go into therapy and, when i was younger, i tried it many times. First problem is that 90% of psychologists is made up by women, and most of them are good looking. I remember when i was around 20, my mother tried to suggest this woman to me, she was around 30 and frigging hot. Imagine being sexually frustrated and going to some hot woman, paying them to have her "listen" to you and, after work, she gets some chad's cum on her pretty face.
Rest of them are beta males which are in denial and trust me, there's no way they will be useful in any way. I've tried with a male psychologist but this guy was old, in his 60's, and all he could say is that "you should accept that some people could find you attractive, for example i consider you a good looking young man". For this guy i should have felt happy that a fucking old man is thinking i could be attractive. DUMB FUCK, I NEED GIRLS TO FIND ME ATTRACTIVE, NOT YOU. And when i talked him about sex and about the fact women are sexually satisfied with superior men, he was all "there's not only sex in a relationship but you can walk her in the park" and shit like that.
Maybe a chad psychologist (or a non chad with a based minsed) would be more based but he would simply say "you have to accept what you are", and if you can't, a conversation wouldn't change it.
Once again, i don't envy cucks or deluded normies because i know they're not happy inside, but it feels like i lack that veil of blissful ignorance which allows normal/below average people to live relatively peacefully, and i lack it since i was VERY young. There's no way i can forget that, even in the scenario a girl would be with me, she'd probably crave someone better but she'd settle with me because reasons.
It's fucking horrible, and this shit will haunt me until i get old. I'm even too chickenshit to rope because i'm afraid of the pain.
I doubt chad can be depressed. There are probably exceptions, but when you're an attractive male with a big dick the problem in your life can be just external (but that can happen to us, too).
Every time i go to bed, lately, i always have the same fantasy: an easy and painless way to kill yourself is created and made available to everyone. I fall asleep thinking about that and how many people would adopt this solution.
So, for my entire life i've been suggested to go into therapy and, when i was younger, i tried it many times. First problem is that 90% of psychologists is made up by women, and most of them are good looking. I remember when i was around 20, my mother tried to suggest this woman to me, she was around 30 and frigging hot. Imagine being sexually frustrated and going to some hot woman, paying them to have her "listen" to you and, after work, she gets some chad's cum on her pretty face.
Rest of them are beta males which are in denial and trust me, there's no way they will be useful in any way. I've tried with a male psychologist but this guy was old, in his 60's, and all he could say is that "you should accept that some people could find you attractive, for example i consider you a good looking young man". For this guy i should have felt happy that a fucking old man is thinking i could be attractive. DUMB FUCK, I NEED GIRLS TO FIND ME ATTRACTIVE, NOT YOU. And when i talked him about sex and about the fact women are sexually satisfied with superior men, he was all "there's not only sex in a relationship but you can walk her in the park" and shit like that.
Maybe a chad psychologist (or a non chad with a based minsed) would be more based but he would simply say "you have to accept what you are", and if you can't, a conversation wouldn't change it.
Once again, i don't envy cucks or deluded normies because i know they're not happy inside, but it feels like i lack that veil of blissful ignorance which allows normal/below average people to live relatively peacefully, and i lack it since i was VERY young. There's no way i can forget that, even in the scenario a girl would be with me, she'd probably crave someone better but she'd settle with me because reasons.
It's fucking horrible, and this shit will haunt me until i get old. I'm even too chickenshit to rope because i'm afraid of the pain.
I doubt chad can be depressed. There are probably exceptions, but when you're an attractive male with a big dick the problem in your life can be just external (but that can happen to us, too).
Every time i go to bed, lately, i always have the same fantasy: an easy and painless way to kill yourself is created and made available to everyone. I fall asleep thinking about that and how many people would adopt this solution.
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