I'm finally losing my sanity at 25 because of zero female touch/validation/interaction

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I never thought I would suffer the effects of lifelong loneliness and lack of female intimacy those studies report. I was blackpilled from the very start back in the puahate days. I was okay up until around 22/23 when my inceldom made me only miss having sex, however now I purely desire female touch and validation, and the suffering due to lack thereof is immensely greater than that of missing sex. I am convinced my face is severely deformed because I have no female validation to suggest otherwise. My brain is fixated on skin to skin touch with a female so much I am incapable of focusing on even menial tasks. My last positive female interaction was just before puberty at 12 years old when a girl said she liked me. If this continues for another 5 years I will either be dead or more terrifyingly in a straightjacket locked up in the nut house with key thrown away.
 
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As more and more males in west are isolated and feeling like you i expect more of them will fight back eventually
 
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Great, I can't wait to go nuts in a few years. As if I wasn't fucked in the head enough yet.
 
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It’s getting to me at 18. I’ve never even had a foid friend
 
Mainländer

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I wish I could pay JBs to cuddle with me. But even that would probably be considered statutory rape/pimping nowadays in a court.
 
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30+ agecel here, spring, everything meaningless, all I want is just fap to lolis
 
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Wait until you're 38. You've seen nothing yet.
 
Mainländer

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You would still lack the validation though.
Hard to tell. It obviously wouldn't be nearly as good as being a young Chad who has JBs lusting after you like crazy and willing to do everything for you including cuddling, but maybe it'd give me more validation than fucking hookers.
 
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Hard to tell. It obviously wouldn't be nearly as good as being a young Chad who has JBs lusting after you like crazy and willing to do everything for you including cuddling, but maybe it'd give me more validation than fucking hookers.
Well yeah i guess it would be still better than fucking some used up whore.
 
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Been there my friend, I am there sometimes friend, meditate, drink water, do sports, something anything, do something to improve your sanity and health, eat vegetables, vitalize your cells to keep your head above the water
 
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congrats for making it to 25 tbh. I am 21 and have been mad for years, in hospital twice.
 
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As more and more males in west are isolated and feeling like you i expect more of them will fight back eventually
I expect more of them to put pussy on a pedestal or check out of society entirely tbh
 
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Prolonged lack of female touch, validation and sex is literally like a lobotomy. Your brain is unable to think straight, because your body is constantly craving a mate to reproduce
 
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I wish I could pay JBs to cuddle with me. But even that would probably be considered statutory rape/pimping nowadays in a court.
I'm sure they have these 'cuddle cafes' in japan. Fuck paying a bitch for a cuddle tho. I'd want at least my dick sucked if I'm handing over hard earned cash.
 
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I'm sure they have these 'cuddle cafes' in japan. Fuck paying a bitch for a cuddle tho. I'd want at least my dick sucked if I'm handing over hard earned cash.
I have already payed ugly women to suck my dick enough. I would like to experience cuddling.

But it would only be satisfactory with a young virgin girl. Cuddling with a used-up hoe would feel cucked indeed.
 
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I never thought I would suffer the effects of lifelong loneliness and lack of female intimacy those studies report. I was blackpilled from the very start back in the puahate days. I was okay up until around 22/23 when my inceldom made me only miss having sex, however now I purely desire female touch and validation, and the suffering due to lack thereof is immensely greater than that of missing sex. I am convinced my face is severely deformed because I have no female validation to suggest otherwise. My brain is fixated on skin to skin touch with a female so much I am incapable of focusing on even menial tasks. My last positive female interaction was just before puberty at 12 years old when a girl said she liked me. If this continues for another 5 years I will either be dead or more terrifyingly in a straightjacket locked up in the nut house with key thrown away.
Wait till you are a KHHV at 37 like myself buddy boyo.
 
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Is it sanity you're losing, or is it knowledge you're gaining ? Or both ...
 
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As more and more males in west are isolated and feeling like you i expect more of them will fight back eventually
God i fucking hope so
 
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Goddamn. I’m already at this point and I’m not even 20 yet. Hang in there brother
 
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Goddamn. I’m already at this point and I’m not even 20 yet.
The dogpill sent me straight to that point tbh.
I literally have dreams where I'm a dog and I have foids hugging and kissing me.
 
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The dogpill sent me straight to that point tbh.
I literally have dreams where I'm a dog and I have foids hugging and kissing me.
Dogpill didn’t have as much of an effect on me as it did on others. Nothing surprises me at this point man
 
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I know what you mean. It's happening to me too. I remember worrying about myself three years ago. I was worried that I was headed down a path that I couldn't turn back from. Here's something to think about. Did you know that one of the signs of losing your sanity is you worrying about not being sane? A normal, sane person would never legitimately worry about going insane. There are no signs of it ever happening to them, they have no idea what it would be like. It's when you actually start to worry about it that you're probably losing it. And if you and I were both worried about it a few years ago, what does that say in terms of how far gone we are today?

There's something else I'd like to say as well. I see a lot of posts on here saying how one day the ugly loser men will fight back. I don't really see it happening, at least not in the traditional pitchfork and protest way because most of us are inferior, high inhibition losers, despite the tough talking that goes on around here. If you regularly post here you're most likely losing in life due to being born with bad characteristics, which I know has been said many times before. but to think that inferior men would get up and fight back? it goes against our very nature. if you were bullied in school and didn't stand up for yourself then, you're probably not going to stand up for yourself now. i think a better way to fight back is to follow strategies set out by users like @BlkPillPres, the one whereby we get the H.R. 5 Act passed. Let society fall on itself, then if/when it does we can swoop in and take it back. The thing about fighting is it takes a lot of energy, we are better off saving it and using it on more effective means.

The last thing I'll say to you, and i don't mean to scare you, but tbh you are at an increased risk of becoming a sex offender. your desires are very strong for contact, which means you're not far removed from trying to touch a woman in public. so i would be very careful if I was you. you should jack off before going out in public to try and stave off any sexual desires and prevent yourself from doing something that will earn you a criminal record and make your life a living hell compared to what it already is. because at this point, you and I have nothing to lose, so the temptation to grab a woman's ass or breasts or whatever becomes more enticing. due to your isolation you've probably lost what little socialization you had gained in school when you were around others. so be careful man, don't let your sexual desires get the better of you. or do let them. nothing matters in the end anyways, we all die and return to dust.
 
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Let’s hope it isn’t over, man.
 
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I never thought I would suffer the effects of lifelong loneliness and lack of female intimacy those studies report. I was blackpilled from the very start back in the puahate days. I was okay up until around 22/23 when my inceldom made me only miss having sex, however now I purely desire female touch and validation, and the suffering due to lack thereof is immensely greater than that of missing sex. I am convinced my face is severely deformed because I have no female validation to suggest otherwise. My brain is fixated on skin to skin touch with a female so much I am incapable of focusing on even menial tasks. My last positive female interaction was just before puberty at 12 years old when a girl said she liked me. If this continues for another 5 years I will either be dead or more terrifyingly in a straightjacket locked up in the nut house with key thrown away.
lets all LOSE OUR FUCKING MINDS .
there is no Reason to hold on Hope and wait for the scraps of society .
There is no Reason to Life anymore .
We are the Trash , the toxic byproduct of society .
The ONLY WAY to find any Meaning in Life
IS TO FUCKING LOSE IT COMPLETELY .

im dead serious .
Either you start giving zero fucks and do whatever the fuck you want , do drugs and die in 1-2 years or you slave your life away for the faint possibility of used up pussy who resents you .
your choice .
 
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I expect more of them to put pussy on a pedestal or check out of society entirely tbh
Yeah. One of the main problems lies in the fact that, most incels don't actually realize that they themselves are incels. Bluepilled normie morons endlessly running on the hamster wheel of self-improvement thinking that they will someday be good enough to date some used up 5/10 basket case of a woman incapable of long term pair bonding. The sexual false consciousness, willful ignorance, and outright denial of the sick society that we live in is very much real with these types of nt incels.
 
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Apparently it only get worse
 
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however now I purely desire female touch and validation, and the suffering due to lack thereof is immensely greater than that of missing sex. I am convinced my face is severely deformed because I have no female validation to suggest otherwise.
Same tbh, I usually fantasize about various forms of mostly innocuous skin to skin contact.
 
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I wish I could pay JBs to cuddle with me. But even that would probably be considered statutory rape/pimping nowadays in a court.
State is like this because desperate males value woman so much they make these laws to overprotect them.
 
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I lost my sanity when I turned 22
 
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I lost my sanity when I turned 22
It happened to me at a young age when I found a friend fucking one of my "dweam girl" then every new "dweam girl" gets fucked one after the other and rejects me after that I just slowly and slowly descended further into madness. I'm pretty old now not in my 30s yet but I don't think I'll remain sane if this continues for more than 5 years of so. The sad thing the only woman I have even touched or hugged in the last probably 5 or so years has been my mother(MEGA SUICIDE FUEL)

Internet dating has also been well fruitless so theres that too which is just adding to the insanity(confirms my held suspicions that I am unworthy of female companionship).
 
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I empathize. I honestly feel that I'll ultimate go insane if I don't upgrade my sexless copes (games, porn) to sex-having copes (escorts) at some point in the near future. It's funny how my prospective best case, realistic life scenario is to have a career that will allow me to grow up alone but with enough capital to have access to escorts; I can't see myself prolonging my life any further if I go on without any intimacy. It's made me the equivalent of a bitter cat lady on my mid-to-late 20s. Isn't life wonderful?
 
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Yeah. One of the main problems lies in the fact that, most incels don't actually realize that they themselves are incels. Bluepilled normie morons endlessly running on the hamster wheel of self-improvement thinking that they will someday be good enough to date some used up 5/10 basket case of a woman incapable of long term pair bonding. The sexual false consciousness, willful ignorance, and outright denial of the sick society that we live in is very much real with these types of nt incels.
I've noticed these "almost cels" that's basically what I call them. They are always dudes who are ugly, broke, etc. etc. who believe in this "endlessly running on the hamster wheel of self-improvement thinking that they will someday be good enough to date some used up 5/10 basket case of a woman incapable of long term pair bonding." nonsense and yea because these guys try so fucking hard they manage to get ugly wives/girlfriends that endlessly cheat on them and disrespect the fuck out of them.
 
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What happened, too many rejections or something else ?
I got rejected by an intelligent stacey (that I was deluded into thinking was a nawalt), finally cemeting the blackpill. And I developed severe sleep apnea, driving me deeper into insanity.
 
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I got rejected by an intelligent stacey (that I was deluded into thinking was a nawalt), finally cemeting the blackpill. And I developed severe sleep apnea, driving me deeper into insanity.
Brutal. But you must be at least normie tier to even consider pursuing a stacey ? Unless you were that much of a bluepilled delusioncel.

Oh yeah. 10/10 avi and signature.
 
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I never thought I would suffer the effects of lifelong loneliness and lack of female intimacy those studies report. I was blackpilled from the very start back in the puahate days. I was okay up until around 22/23 when my inceldom made me only miss having sex, however now I purely desire female touch and validation, and the suffering due to lack thereof is immensely greater than that of missing sex. I am convinced my face is severely deformed because I have no female validation to suggest otherwise. My brain is fixated on skin to skin touch with a female so much I am incapable of focusing on even menial tasks. My last positive female interaction was just before puberty at 12 years old when a girl said she liked me. If this continues for another 5 years I will either be dead or more terrifyingly in a straightjacket locked up in the nut house with key thrown away.
same here. i was fine till 23 since then im depressed to the point i have no sexdrive. no copes work. none. even the endorphine boost from gymcelling is gone. i think thats our biological clock. im friendless too and i think im going insane.
 
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In the darkness I awaited dawn, then when dawn came I cursed my flesh until night fell once more. I even prayed that I would lose my sanity, but those prayers went unheeded. And then, when I strove for death, the Devil's cold pitiless hand held me back.
 
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Brutal. But you must be at least normie tier to even consider pursuing a stacey ? Unless you were that much of a bluepilled delusioncel.

Oh yeah. 10/10 avi and signature.
I was redpilled at the time (but still wanting a relationship). Despite her mogging me, she was very kind towards me. And I had begun gaining some weight as well, so I thought that she didn't care about looks. But I was wrong, and I realized that no matter how kind and intelligent a girl is, they all share the same female nature. I was never the same again.

Thanks boyo, your gollum avi is perfect as well :feelsokman:
 
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