SuicideFuel Im fucking old (fuckmyshitup pt.2)

[_incelinside]

Im gonna be 20 in 6 months but havent socially matured past the age of 13. All my fucking years have dissapeard cause ive been LDARing since 8 years old. Fucking 12 year olds have more of a life than me. I get fuckin tics ahen I have to talk to people and I have to ask them to repeat themselves cus im low IQ
FUCK MY SHIT UP NIGGA

 

[Deleted member 3291]

I feel disconnected from everyone I see IRL, I’ve never experienced hanging out with friends or doing stuff together

 

[Kointo1]

20 is not old. Not even close to being old.

 

[CRT_relaxation]

Fucking 12 year olds have more of a life than me.

I feel disconnected from everyone I see IRL

Same

I get fuckin tics

I used to have a terrible stutter. It still comes out more frequently than I want it to.I look like I'm having retarded facial tics when I'm trying to say a word that I'm stuttering over. The looks people give make me want to rope. IKTF.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I am as fragile as an 8 year old boy. I already feel old and I am not even 20. I haven't even lived properly

 

[Mainländer]

So many youngsters here. I think of how many of you won't be incel anymore in a few years while for me it's genuinely over because I'm sub4 and almost 30.

 

[Kointo1]

So many youngsters here. I think of how many of you won't be incel anymore in a few years while for me it's genuinely over because I'm sub4 and almost 30.

 

[_incelinside]

So many youngsters here. I think of how many of you won't be incel anymore in a few years while for me it's genuinely over because I'm sub4 and almost 30.

My life has pretty much been the same since 10 years old. Going to uni hasn't changed anything for me. I am a manlet deathnik and will most likely remain like this

 

[KyloRen]

20 is not old. Not even close to being old.

 

[_incelinside]

Thanks for the reassurance oldcels but ask yourselves how different your lives were at 20 compared to now

20 is not old. Not even close to being old.

.

 

[Deleted member 3291]

I hate and envy people who come here to looksmax and know they have a chance to “””ascend””” meanwhile I have to rot for eternity alone

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I hate and envy people who come here to looksmax and know they have a chance to “””ascend””” meanwhile I have to rot for eternity alone

A lot of these people are from lookism

 

[_incelinside]

I hate and envy people who come here to looksmax and know they have a chance to “””ascend””” meanwhile I have to rot for eternity alone

The only option is to kill myself and ascend to Gandy heaven

 

[Weirdcel]

20 is not old. Not even close to being old.

It's over at 20 tbh. You've already missed out on so much.

 

[Hunter]

17 and im just watching as my teen years slip away from my grasp. its too late for pure pre/early/mid teen love since by my age most teens are fully mature, had a few relationships under their belt and are looking towards university/work. everyone is moving on with their life with memories of the best times of their life and here i am who is still behind mentally and socially.

 

[_incelinside]

17 and im just watching as my teen years slip away from my grasp. its too late for pure pre/early/mid teen love since by my age most teens are fully mature, had a few relationships under their belt and are looking towards university/work. everyone is moving on with their life with memories of the best times of their life and here i am who is still behind mentally and socially.

are you in sixth form?
17 was the least shitty year of my life tbh,

 

[StormlitAqua]

20 is not old, but you are at the age where the "life passing by" feeling is at its strongest. I feel for you guys still in high school and college, you are witnessing it go by. When you're out of school, it doesn't feel like you're missing anything anymore.

 

[_incelinside]

It's over at 20 tbh. You've already missed out on so much.

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[Hunter]

are you in sixth form?
17 was the least shitty year of my life tbh,

FE college. i wish i stayed in sixth form tbh tbh i had a fucking solid social circle in year 11 and some still went on to sixth form

 

[Deleted member 60]

you're still a fucking baby, shut the fuck up you little bitch

 

[_incelinside]

you're still a fucking baby, shut the fuck up you little bitch

 

[InebriatedIrish]

Thirty-three years old here.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

i should have been baborted

you're still a fucking baby, shut the fuck up you little bitch

lol

 

[TheLivingFailure]

I don't know how oldcels endure the pain. What gives them motivation to keep on living on?

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I don't know how oldcels endure the pain. What gives them motivation to keep on living on?

Their survival instinct and various forms of coping

 

[Grapefruit]

17 and im just watching as my teen years slip away from my grasp.

>17 and "it's over"
You honestly shouldn't be here. You're way too fucking young to be anything but a fakecel.

 

[Hunter]

>17 and "it's over"
You honestly shouldn't be here. You're way too fucking young to be anything but a fakecel.

IKR. when you start greying at 60 with wrinkles and a broken back is the prime age to begin looksmaxxing and approaching foids.

 

[Grapefruit]

IKR. when you start greying at 60 with wrinkles and a broken back is the prime age to begin looksmaxxing and approaching foids.

You aren't even 20 and have plenty of time to ascend or at least become normie.

 

[Hunter]

You aren't even 20 and have plenty of time to ascend or at least become normie.

IDGAF its pointless if i missed out on teen love. if i cant get a foid as a teen im limited to betabux in my 20s and 30s since thats the only possible way i could compensate which is out of the question.

 

[WarriorSkull]

So many youngsters here. I think of how many of you won't be incel anymore in a few years while for me it's genuinely over because I'm sub4 and almost 30.

Seriously, 34 here. The meme about becoming wizard at 30 feels sort of true. I felt my brain starting change around 28 and by 32 I had morphed into a completely different person. It's like I think and see things that no one can see. It is a very strange existence.

 

[Grapefruit]

IDGAF its pointless if i missed out on teen love. if i cant get a foid as a teen im limited to betabux in my 20s and 30s since thats the only possible way i could compensate which is out of the question.

Bullshit. That teen love is possible for young adults if you don't get a nasty degenerate girl. They eat up that cutesy stuff. I have no doubt you'll keep pretending you're doomed though.

Fakecels who actually have hope are the worst.

 

[Hunter]

Bullshit. That teen love is possible for young adults if you don't get a nasty degenerate girl. They eat up that cutesy stuff. I have no doubt you'll keep pretending you're doomed though.

Fakecels who actually have hope are the worst.

i AM doomed. im only 5'9, mixed race but look like a curry because my features, small frame, inconsistent voice, speech impediments, autism, ADHD, social anxiety, eye bags, wrinkles, acne, etc.

like i said, the best i can hope for is betabux and that is out of the question.

 

[Deleted member 60]

IDGAF its pointless if i missed out on teen love. if i cant get a foid as a teen im limited to betabux in my 20s and 30s since thats the only possible way i could compensate which is out of the question.

brutal fuckin agepill. 25 and I feel the same way.

Bullshit. That teen love is possible for young adults if you don't get a nasty degenerate girl. They eat up that cutesy stuff. I have no doubt you'll keep pretending you're doomed though.

Fakecels who actually have hope are the worst.

stfu you clueless maycel

 

[Deleted member 3291]

brutal fuckin agepill. 25 and I feel the same way.

stfu you clueless maycel

he’s right for the most part once you enter your late 20s is when you should start giving up

 

[Deleted member 60]

he’s right for the most part once you enter your late 20s is when you should start giving up

I disagree, teen love is impossible outside of high school. Dating/relationships just aren't the same later in life. You will never experience anything as fun, pure, and innocent. I could make a whole thread on this topic (I did in the past), but I don't want to trigger myself again. We missed out on the best years. At the most you might get a taste of it in first year of college

 

[Hunter]

brutal fuckin agepill. 25 and I feel the same way.

stfu you clueless maycel

whatever you do, dont betabux man. dont give in to the betabux.

 

[Deleted member 60]

whatever you do, dont betabux man. dont give in to the betabux.

nah, fuck that shit. I would rather fuck hookers. I might just do it this summer as a matter of fact

 

[Hunter]

nah, fuck that shit. I would rather fuck hookers. I might just do it this summer as a matter of fact

 

[_incelinside]

nah, fuck that shit. I would rather fuck hookers. I might just do it this summer as a matter of fact

have you tried xanaxmaxing in the club

 

[Indari]

Thanks for the reassurance oldcels but ask yourselves how different your lives were at 20 compared to now

after uni when you settle into a job and there are not many changes left to your life is when you can say with confidence that it's over

have you tried xanaxmaxing in the club

xanax + alcohol can kill b careful!

 

[Deleted member 60]

have you tried xanaxmaxing in the club

nah, benzos just make me sleepy. I've had positive experiences with alcohol though.

 

[_incelinside]

nah, benzos just make me sleepy. I've had positive experiences with alcohol though.

pm me what happened

 

[Deleted member 60]

after uni when you settle into a job and there are not many changes left to your life is when you can say with confidence that it's over

xanax + alcohol can kill b careful!

lol yeah it can be dangerous. I drank alcohol, kpins, and vicodin one night, fucked me up pretty bad.
I'm an idiot tbh

pm me what happened

ok later on, I gotta go eat and stuff

 

[Kointo1]

stfu you clueless maycel

I will choke you

 

[Gone Coping]

when you start approaching 30 you will reflect on the time you wasted now. If you have not even attempted looksmaxing and you're around 20/21 then you should try.

 

[blackletcel]

young ape

face is an "old" gorilla boyo

im still a chimp

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

See how you feel in a few years, it will really hit in then.

 

[Haywire]

lmao @ this trash topic. if you only knew what awaits you.

 

[Deleted member 60]

I will choke you

huh?

 

[Kointo1]

huh?

Grapefruit is my baby boy