Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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As much as I used to rage at them for talking about and describing sex, if it wasn't for them I never would've got to know what it's like to even so much a touch a woman.
Actually I used to strongly believe that I couldn't do things. I believed that I couldn't hold a job, that I couldn't travel, that couldn't lower my anxiety enough to drive in cites, and I believed that my life would never really change. However once I couldn't stand my life any longer, and once I established being able to escortcel as my goal, I was able to focus on one barrier to that goal at a time until I reached it. It's very possible that had I not had at least something realistic to work towards, that being actually getting to experience sex, then I might not have ever been able to find the motivation to do much of anything.
If it hadn't been for escortcels I'd have never realized that such an option was available to me at all, or at least that it would be something which I could do. It just makes me lol at how much they used to bother me. Well not really so much them, but descriptions of sex in general. Eventually I couldn't even watch most normie media anymore since it was just too brutal, and I certainly couldn't even pretend to relate to people my own age.
Actually I used to strongly believe that I couldn't do things. I believed that I couldn't hold a job, that I couldn't travel, that couldn't lower my anxiety enough to drive in cites, and I believed that my life would never really change. However once I couldn't stand my life any longer, and once I established being able to escortcel as my goal, I was able to focus on one barrier to that goal at a time until I reached it. It's very possible that had I not had at least something realistic to work towards, that being actually getting to experience sex, then I might not have ever been able to find the motivation to do much of anything.
If it hadn't been for escortcels I'd have never realized that such an option was available to me at all, or at least that it would be something which I could do. It just makes me lol at how much they used to bother me. Well not really so much them, but descriptions of sex in general. Eventually I couldn't even watch most normie media anymore since it was just too brutal, and I certainly couldn't even pretend to relate to people my own age.