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I woke up with such a surreal feeling this morning
You can cope all you want and tell yourself that there is a chance to at least be happy ,
but in the end most of us know that this Life only ends up in suffering and pain either way .
Even if you are Chad , even if you are genetically superior , even if you are a foid .
All that really awaits you at the end of the road is pain .
Pain is the one true thing every living being can relate to ,
it is our guiding light in a way .
If your rot away and indulge in instant gratification and consumerism ,
all you'll be left with is emptiness and pain .
If you work hard for your goals and give everything you got ,
you'll fight against pain until you achieve your goals ,
the pain in your muscles as you try to run faster than yesterday ,
the pain in your mind as you push yourself beyond limits and try to grow mentally .
And when you get to that point where you wanted to be ,
you don't feel the happiness , the fullfillment that you expected ,
you just see another goal , another step , more pain to gain something from at the horizon .
It's like a curse , like gravity pulling us down and it doesn't matter where we run to ,
we can't hide from gravity , we can't hide from pain , we can't hide from the inherent law of this world .
That's why i feel like , this Life is Hell ,
or maybe we are stuck in Limbo , waiting to be judged , maybe it's all just a meaningless cruel Joke .
Even if you ascend ,
you will be cheated on , there won't be any unconditional love , you won't find someone who manages to grow beyond her instinct .
Even if you ascend , you will still be haunted by the fact ,
that men and women alike are just shallow , instinct driven slaves to evolutionary opportunism .
When i woke up this morning , i felt like .
This can't be it , this can't be all there is .
But sadly it is , and the more i think about it , the more Life feels like biblical Hell .
If there is a God , then he is a cruel motherfucker , the old testament kind who looks down
on his creations with nothing but shame , regret and hatred .
Im wishing there could be more to this Life .
But in the end , doesn't matter what you do or who you are ,
all that ever awaits you is pain , rejection , suffering and being let down by the people you believed in ,
being let down by yourself , being let down by that reptile brain of yours .
Life is Pain .
And all we have is cope .
@Hell get me out of here .
I woke up with such a surreal feeling this morning
You can cope all you want and tell yourself that there is a chance to at least be happy ,
but in the end most of us know that this Life only ends up in suffering and pain either way .
Even if you are Chad , even if you are genetically superior , even if you are a foid .
All that really awaits you at the end of the road is pain .
Pain is the one true thing every living being can relate to ,
it is our guiding light in a way .
If your rot away and indulge in instant gratification and consumerism ,
all you'll be left with is emptiness and pain .
If you work hard for your goals and give everything you got ,
you'll fight against pain until you achieve your goals ,
the pain in your muscles as you try to run faster than yesterday ,
the pain in your mind as you push yourself beyond limits and try to grow mentally .
And when you get to that point where you wanted to be ,
you don't feel the happiness , the fullfillment that you expected ,
you just see another goal , another step , more pain to gain something from at the horizon .
It's like a curse , like gravity pulling us down and it doesn't matter where we run to ,
we can't hide from gravity , we can't hide from pain , we can't hide from the inherent law of this world .
That's why i feel like , this Life is Hell ,
or maybe we are stuck in Limbo , waiting to be judged , maybe it's all just a meaningless cruel Joke .
Even if you ascend ,
you will be cheated on , there won't be any unconditional love , you won't find someone who manages to grow beyond her instinct .
Even if you ascend , you will still be haunted by the fact ,
that men and women alike are just shallow , instinct driven slaves to evolutionary opportunism .
When i woke up this morning , i felt like .
This can't be it , this can't be all there is .
But sadly it is , and the more i think about it , the more Life feels like biblical Hell .
If there is a God , then he is a cruel motherfucker , the old testament kind who looks down
on his creations with nothing but shame , regret and hatred .
Im wishing there could be more to this Life .
But in the end , doesn't matter what you do or who you are ,
all that ever awaits you is pain , rejection , suffering and being let down by the people you believed in ,
being let down by yourself , being let down by that reptile brain of yours .
Life is Pain .
And all we have is cope .
@Hell get me out of here .
