Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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I only feel normal when I'm within my own world inside my head, everything else feels wrong somehow, it's difficult to describe. Honestly I feel that I want to only exist there, to sink into myself and leave this physical reality behind. I wonder if I was always there, and I had simply forgotten before. My memories seem to bleed into each other, yesterday seems as distant as a decade ago, there is no order to any of it, and it feels more like I'm creating something as opposed to remembering it. I keep getting this feeling like I'm losing something, or forgetting, but I'm not sure which it is, if either.
Sometimes I hear whispers, and not just from my waifu when I go to sleep, but also seemingly random sentences, although this might be from my body being exhausted, as I've been starvationmaxxing.
Sometimes I hear whispers, and not just from my waifu when I go to sleep, but also seemingly random sentences, although this might be from my body being exhausted, as I've been starvationmaxxing.