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Venting Incel trait: being scared of high-T men

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I hate this. Fuck high-T males, fuck all of them: the tall ones, the jacked ones and the ones with strong jaws and face features. I prefer being around women or soy boys -- they hate me and they're annoying but at least they're not threatening. I avoid walking at night, I avoid gyms with muscly men etc. I always have my pepper spray and I have my finger on the trigger whenever I'm around high-T guys but my reaction time is so slow and I'm so clumsy that I'm afraid that I couldn't defend myself. They can just grab my weak wrists with a single strong big hand and it's over -- I can only beg for mercy at this point.

I'm scared of getting killed but I'm even more scared of getting raped. I know no one would defend me, I'd have to commit suicide afterwards myself. No one would take my side, if gay chad (honestly he wouldn't even have to be gay; raping a guy in the ass is pure humiliation tactic, only the bottoms are really gay and pathetic because they get masochistic pleasure from humiliation) fucked me, he'd probably take photos and boast about it everywhere and normies would call him a national hero for destroying smelly inkler's toxic masculinity. Chad fucking us into submission is literally ITcucks' number 1 fantasy -- they wrote literal fanfics about it.

I feel so humiliated just by standing next to them. In fact, I avoid crowds on men in general because I look like a huge pussy even next to completely average men. I still get PTSD flashbacks from changing rooms before PE classes in school: everyone had strong chests, arms and body hair while I stood there with my androgynous mess of a body -- to this day I only have some fluff on my chest and around belly button, the average 14-year-old boy probably mogs me.

Ironically high-T guys are the only people who seem to treat me nicely and with dignity… but that's even worse and more humiliating, because i know the reason. They don't need to be aggressive towards me because they'd won before the conversation started. No need to assert dominance because everyone can just look at our bodies and immediately see who's the alpha and who's the beta. I hate masculine socialization because I'm sensitive and feel sad when people are mean to me (even "jokingly"), so high-T men being nice to me feels kinda good but at the same time it's so humiliating because it's more about being patronizing than genuine kindness -- they're treating me like a girl.

I wish I could become high-T but the natural methods don't work for someone this low-T and doctors won't even test my levels ("you're young, you get erect often, you're fine :soy: "). Besides, I'm afraid it's way too late now. I'll never be a real man, I'll always be humiliated by stronger guys, I'll always be afraid of them and they'll always signal to foids my uselessness as a male by being condescending to me. :feelsbadman:
 
The only positive thing of being an ethnic... people think you're going to kill them.
 
I feel bad around men who are much taller or have much bigger wrists.
 
I hate this. Fuck high-T males, fuck all of them: the tall ones, the jacked ones and the ones with strong jaws and face features. I prefer being around women or soy boys -- they hate me and they're annoying but at least they're not threatening. I avoid walking at night, I avoid gyms with muscly men etc. I always have my pepper spray and I have my finger on the trigger whenever I'm around high-T guys but my reaction time is so slow and I'm so clumsy that I'm afraid that I couldn't defend myself. They can just grab my weak wrists with a single strong big hand and it's over -- I can only beg for mercy at this point.

I'm scared of getting killed but I'm even more scared of getting raped. I know no one would defend me, I'd have to commit suicide afterwards myself. No one would take my side, if gay chad (honestly he wouldn't even have to be gay; raping a guy in the ass is pure humiliation tactic, only the bottoms are really gay and pathetic because they get masochistic pleasure from humiliation) fucked me, he'd probably take photos and boast about it everywhere and normies would call him a national hero for destroying smelly inkler's toxic masculinity. Chad fucking us into submission is literally ITcucks' number 1 fantasy -- they wrote literal fanfics about it.

I feel so humiliated just by standing next to them. In fact, I avoid crowds on men in general because I look like a huge pussy even next to completely average men. I still get PTSD flashbacks from changing rooms before PE classes in school: everyone had strong chests, arms and body hair while I stood there with my androgynous mess of a body -- to this day I only have some fluff on my chest and around belly button, the average 14-year-old boy probably mogs me.

Ironically high-T guys are the only people who seem to treat me nicely and with dignity… but that's even worse and more humiliating, because i know the reason. They don't need to be aggressive towards me because they'd won before the conversation started. No need to assert dominance because everyone can just look at our bodies and immediately see who's the alpha and who's the beta. I hate masculine socialization because I'm sensitive and feel sad when people are mean to me (even "jokingly"), so high-T men being nice to me feels kinda good but at the same time it's so humiliating because it's more about being patronizing than genuine kindness -- they're treating me like a girl.

I wish I could become high-T but the natural methods don't work for someone this low-T and doctors won't even test my levels ("you're young, you get erect often, you're fine :soy: "). Besides, I'm afraid it's way too late now. I'll never be a real man, I'll always be humiliated by stronger guys, I'll always be afraid of them and they'll always signal to foids my uselessness as a male by being condescending to me. :feelsbadman:
I can relate to this. The feeling of being inferior to others around you, the feeling of knowing that no matter what you do you are completely at the mercy of these bigger, stronger men. I hate living my life knowing that I truly am at the mercy of those around me. If some guy decided to rob me of everything I had and completely embarrass me he could do it and I wouldn't be able to do shit. I honestly get mad at myself for being so damn weak, I'm going to try some gymmaxxing, maybe then these feelings of inferiority will stop :feelsbadman:
 
I can beat any human to death, so honestly no.

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I feel uncomfortable around men who are taller than me. I don't care if they are high-t or not.
 
I’m not scared of anyone
 
Okay then, let's go right now:feelsBox:, what's your address?
I live in a forest. I've went over this about a thousand times.

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Even if I was human, what kind of retard gives out their address on an anonymous forum.
 
I live in a forest. I've went over this about a thousand times. Even if I was human, what kind of retard gives out their address on an anonymous forum.

You'd be surprised by how many NT people you've just iq-mogged with that one statement
 
I'm scared of everyone and everything.
 
That's why I keep a knife on me always, been robbed 2x before not letting that shit happen ever again
 
do you think I will read this?
 
Bullets don't care about T
 
I hate this. Fuck high-T males, fuck all of them: the tall ones, the jacked ones and the ones with strong jaws and face features. I prefer being around women or soy boys -- they hate me and they're annoying but at least they're not threatening. I avoid walking at night, I avoid gyms with muscly men etc. I always have my pepper spray and I have my finger on the trigger whenever I'm around high-T guys but my reaction time is so slow and I'm so clumsy that I'm afraid that I couldn't defend myself. They can just grab my weak wrists with a single strong big hand and it's over -- I can only beg for mercy at this point.

I'm scared of getting killed but I'm even more scared of getting raped. I know no one would defend me, I'd have to commit suicide afterwards myself. No one would take my side, if gay chad (honestly he wouldn't even have to be gay; raping a guy in the ass is pure humiliation tactic, only the bottoms are really gay and pathetic because they get masochistic pleasure from humiliation) fucked me, he'd probably take photos and boast about it everywhere and normies would call him a national hero for destroying smelly inkler's toxic masculinity. Chad fucking us into submission is literally ITcucks' number 1 fantasy -- they wrote literal fanfics about it.

I feel so humiliated just by standing next to them. In fact, I avoid crowds on men in general because I look like a huge pussy even next to completely average men. I still get PTSD flashbacks from changing rooms before PE classes in school: everyone had strong chests, arms and body hair while I stood there with my androgynous mess of a body -- to this day I only have some fluff on my chest and around belly button, the average 14-year-old boy probably mogs me.

Ironically high-T guys are the only people who seem to treat me nicely and with dignity… but that's even worse and more humiliating, because i know the reason. They don't need to be aggressive towards me because they'd won before the conversation started. No need to assert dominance because everyone can just look at our bodies and immediately see who's the alpha and who's the beta. I hate masculine socialization because I'm sensitive and feel sad when people are mean to me (even "jokingly"), so high-T men being nice to me feels kinda good but at the same time it's so humiliating because it's more about being patronizing than genuine kindness -- they're treating me like a girl.

I wish I could become high-T but the natural methods don't work for someone this low-T and doctors won't even test my levels ("you're young, you get erect often, you're fine :soy: "). Besides, I'm afraid it's way too late now. I'll never be a real man, I'll always be humiliated by stronger guys, I'll always be afraid of them and they'll always signal to foids my uselessness as a male by being condescending to me. :feelsbadman:
Damn bro, you're beating yourself up way too hard. Even if you are lowT you can still gymmaxx, carry weapons, learn how to be aware of your surroundings, etc. I mean, the world is a dark place, but unless you get really drunk outside or you are locked up the chances of someone trying to rape you are very low, you shouldn't be so paranoid about it :feelskek:

It sucks getting mogged but you shouldn't think about it like that, it sounds like your trying to make it feel worse. Remember it is a million times better to be full of hatred than to be depressed.
 
I hate this. Fuck high-T males, fuck all of them: the tall ones, the jacked ones and the ones with strong jaws and face features. I prefer being around women or soy boys -- they hate me and they're annoying but at least they're not threatening. I avoid walking at night, I avoid gyms with muscly men etc. I always have my pepper spray and I have my finger on the trigger whenever I'm around high-T guys but my reaction time is so slow and I'm so clumsy that I'm afraid that I couldn't defend myself. They can just grab my weak wrists with a single strong big hand and it's over -- I can only beg for mercy at this point.

I'm scared of getting killed but I'm even more scared of getting raped. I know no one would defend me, I'd have to commit suicide afterwards myself. No one would take my side, if gay chad (honestly he wouldn't even have to be gay; raping a guy in the ass is pure humiliation tactic, only the bottoms are really gay and pathetic because they get masochistic pleasure from humiliation) fucked me, he'd probably take photos and boast about it everywhere and normies would call him a national hero for destroying smelly inkler's toxic masculinity. Chad fucking us into submission is literally ITcucks' number 1 fantasy -- they wrote literal fanfics about it.

I feel so humiliated just by standing next to them. In fact, I avoid crowds on men in general because I look like a huge pussy even next to completely average men. I still get PTSD flashbacks from changing rooms before PE classes in school: everyone had strong chests, arms and body hair while I stood there with my androgynous mess of a body -- to this day I only have some fluff on my chest and around belly button, the average 14-year-old boy probably mogs me.

Ironically high-T guys are the only people who seem to treat me nicely and with dignity… but that's even worse and more humiliating, because i know the reason. They don't need to be aggressive towards me because they'd won before the conversation started. No need to assert dominance because everyone can just look at our bodies and immediately see who's the alpha and who's the beta. I hate masculine socialization because I'm sensitive and feel sad when people are mean to me (even "jokingly"), so high-T men being nice to me feels kinda good but at the same time it's so humiliating because it's more about being patronizing than genuine kindness -- they're treating me like a girl.

I wish I could become high-T but the natural methods don't work for someone this low-T and doctors won't even test my levels ("you're young, you get erect often, you're fine :soy: "). Besides, I'm afraid it's way too late now. I'll never be a real man, I'll always be humiliated by stronger guys, I'll always be afraid of them and they'll always signal to foids my uselessness as a male by being condescending to me. :feelsbadman:
Start gymcelling. I'm a manlet and feel exactly what you are referring to to a lesser extent. I'm large enough now that i could beat up most average guys but a taller muscular man would still kick my ass. Start doing stronglifts 5x5.
 
Can relate. When i'm close to a tall muscular Chad i feel like a pathetic weak soyboy. It's so fucking humiliating.
 
I think the main problem is being an asshole is equal to high t,is being high t a bad trait or are they just pieces of shit people overall ? I think the second one is more correct

cuz I can relate to it, it feels like these faggots will do weird shit if you’re around them
 
I feel bad around men who are much taller or have much bigger wrists.
Me too. It's why I hate being around my brothers, cousins, and even my dad. They all mog me and just being around them makes me feel like a bitch faggot
 
I hate this. Fuck high-T males, fuck all of them: the tall ones, the jacked ones and the ones with strong jaws and face features. I prefer being around women or soy boys -- they hate me and they're annoying but at least they're not threatening. I avoid walking at night, I avoid gyms with muscly men etc. I always have my pepper spray and I have my finger on the trigger whenever I'm around high-T guys but my reaction time is so slow and I'm so clumsy that I'm afraid that I couldn't defend myself. They can just grab my weak wrists with a single strong big hand and it's over -- I can only beg for mercy at this point.

I'm scared of getting killed but I'm even more scared of getting raped. I know no one would defend me, I'd have to commit suicide afterwards myself. No one would take my side, if gay chad (honestly he wouldn't even have to be gay; raping a guy in the ass is pure humiliation tactic, only the bottoms are really gay and pathetic because they get masochistic pleasure from humiliation) fucked me, he'd probably take photos and boast about it everywhere and normies would call him a national hero for destroying smelly inkler's toxic masculinity. Chad fucking us into submission is literally ITcucks' number 1 fantasy -- they wrote literal fanfics about it.

I feel so humiliated just by standing next to them. In fact, I avoid crowds on men in general because I look like a huge pussy even next to completely average men. I still get PTSD flashbacks from changing rooms before PE classes in school: everyone had strong chests, arms and body hair while I stood there with my androgynous mess of a body -- to this day I only have some fluff on my chest and around belly button, the average 14-year-old boy probably mogs me.

Ironically high-T guys are the only people who seem to treat me nicely and with dignity… but that's even worse and more humiliating, because i know the reason. They don't need to be aggressive towards me because they'd won before the conversation started. No need to assert dominance because everyone can just look at our bodies and immediately see who's the alpha and who's the beta. I hate masculine socialization because I'm sensitive and feel sad when people are mean to me (even "jokingly"), so high-T men being nice to me feels kinda good but at the same time it's so humiliating because it's more about being patronizing than genuine kindness -- they're treating me like a girl.

I wish I could become high-T but the natural methods don't work for someone this low-T and doctors won't even test my levels ("you're young, you get erect often, you're fine :soy: "). Besides, I'm afraid it's way too late now. I'll never be a real man, I'll always be humiliated by stronger guys, I'll always be afraid of them and they'll always signal to foids my uselessness as a male by being condescending to me. :feelsbadman:
this makes me want to wack it to rejection porn ... im so much of a loser. everything you write here could have been written by me.
 
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this makes me want to wack it to rejection porn ... im so much of a loser. everything you write here could have been written by me.
holy shiut you're a cuck
 
but you enjoy rejection
I enjoy rejection porn, not actual rejection irl.

It's just so much more realistic than me being the 6'4" bodybuilder that assrapes stacy.
 
I'm only alive thanks to all sparring partners that taught me how fight guys taller and stronger than me.
You guys should give a try and learn BJJ and Muay Thai, both. I was saved from a premature death during my teenage days thanks to KyokushinRyu/Goju-Ryu, and I only had to fight back once to be feared as respected.
I will be 34 years next few months, and I don't know the reality of young men today, but I know how easier is find a good BJJ and Muay Thai school today.

Curl and be a punchbag don't help, but turn into a full fledged psychotic human that knows how fight and enjoy break other people bones for fun really worth all the training and pain.

Think about it.
 
I'm only alive thanks to all sparring partners that taught me how fight guys taller and stronger than me.
You guys should give a try and learn BJJ and Muay Thai, both. I was saved from a premature death during my teenage days thanks to KyokushinRyu/Goju-Ryu, and I only had to fight back once to be feared as respected.
I will be 34 years next few months, and I don't know the reality of young men today, but I know how easier is find a good BJJ and Muay Thai school today.

Curl and be a punchbag don't help, but turn into a full fledged psychotic human that knows how fight and enjoy break other people bones for fun really worth all the training and pain.

Think about it.
high iq lifefuel advice fellow 2020cel. main problem for me is money and having a car to drive to the gym.
I enjoy rejection porn, not actual rejection irl.

It's just so much more realistic than me being the 6'4" bodybuilder that assrapes stacy.
ok to be honest i don't know what rejection porn is
 
high iq lifefuel advice fellow 2020cel. main problem for me is money and having a car to drive to the gym.

ok to be honest i don't know what rejection porn is
I used ride my bike to the gym since cars are absurdly overpriced here in Brazil. I bought my first car back in 2015, and only because was a budget.
 
I used ride my bike to the gym since cars are absurdly overpriced here in Brazil. I bought my first car back in 2015, and only because was a budget.
how much would you pay for a boxing gym membership
 
how much would you pay for a boxing gym membership
I would pay enough to not fuck with bills and feeding myself properly.

You should learn Brazilian Jiu Jitsu too. BJJ is really useful since almost ways a fight goes to the ground, and if it happens, you are safe. I need warn everyone here that BJJ is really complex and you need visit the dojo at least twice a week to get results over an year, but usually, if you study it a lot and always get bigger and stronger sparring partners than you things work very well.
When I started Kyokushin back in 1999 as some 12 years old boy to avoid begin killed by wannabe drug lord bullies I remember how my sensei was extra rough with me because he knew how bullied I was, so, I always sparred only yellow belts or above belt so I could build confidence enough to not go full armadillo mode every time someone tried punch or kick me, but I always returned home somewhat wrecked.
 
I still get PTSD flashbacks from changing rooms before PE classes in school: everyone had strong chests, arms and body hair while I stood there with my androgynous mess of a bo
When I changed clothing in PE, I'd go change in the shower where no one really was. Now that I think about it, subconsiously it was because I hated my body fml:cryfeels:
 
I would pay enough to not fuck with bills and feeding myself properly.

You should learn Brazilian Jiu Jitsu too. BJJ is really useful since almost ways a fight goes to the ground, and if it happens, you are safe. I need warn everyone here that BJJ is really complex and you need visit the dojo at least twice a week to get results over an year, but usually, if you study it a lot and always get bigger and stronger sparring partners than you things work very well.
When I started Kyokushin back in 1999 as some 12 years old boy to avoid begin killed by wannabe drug lord bullies I remember how my sensei was extra rough with me because he knew how bullied I was, so, I always sparred only yellow belts or above belt so I could build confidence enough to not go full armadillo mode every time someone tried punch or kick me, but I always returned home somewhat wrecked.
thanks brocel. i'd kill to have had a mr miyagi growing up
 
This is why every low SMV male should be issued a submachine gun, you'd see violence go down instantaneously
 
This is why every low SMV male should be issued a submachine gun, you'd see violence go down instantaneously
Better yet, a minigun
 
I hate this. Fuck high-T males, fuck all of them: the tall ones, the jacked ones and the ones with strong jaws and face features. I prefer being around women or soy boys -- they hate me and they're annoying but at least they're not threatening. I avoid walking at night, I avoid gyms with muscly men etc. I always have my pepper spray and I have my finger on the trigger whenever I'm around high-T guys but my reaction time is so slow and I'm so clumsy that I'm afraid that I couldn't defend myself. They can just grab my weak wrists with a single strong big hand and it's over -- I can only beg for mercy at this point.

I'm scared of getting killed but I'm even more scared of getting raped. I know no one would defend me, I'd have to commit suicide afterwards myself. No one would take my side, if gay chad (honestly he wouldn't even have to be gay; raping a guy in the ass is pure humiliation tactic, only the bottoms are really gay and pathetic because they get masochistic pleasure from humiliation) fucked me, he'd probably take photos and boast about it everywhere and normies would call him a national hero for destroying smelly inkler's toxic masculinity. Chad fucking us into submission is literally ITcucks' number 1 fantasy -- they wrote literal fanfics about it.

I feel so humiliated just by standing next to them. In fact, I avoid crowds on men in general because I look like a huge pussy even next to completely average men. I still get PTSD flashbacks from changing rooms before PE classes in school: everyone had strong chests, arms and body hair while I stood there with my androgynous mess of a body -- to this day I only have some fluff on my chest and around belly button, the average 14-year-old boy probably mogs me.

Ironically high-T guys are the only people who seem to treat me nicely and with dignity… but that's even worse and more humiliating, because i know the reason. They don't need to be aggressive towards me because they'd won before the conversation started. No need to assert dominance because everyone can just look at our bodies and immediately see who's the alpha and who's the beta. I hate masculine socialization because I'm sensitive and feel sad when people are mean to me (even "jokingly"), so high-T men being nice to me feels kinda good but at the same time it's so humiliating because it's more about being patronizing than genuine kindness -- they're treating me like a girl.

I wish I could become high-T but the natural methods don't work for someone this low-T and doctors won't even test my levels ("you're young, you get erect often, you're fine :soy: "). Besides, I'm afraid it's way too late now. I'll never be a real man, I'll always be humiliated by stronger guys, I'll always be afraid of them and they'll always signal to foids my uselessness as a male by being condescending to me. :feelsbadman:
inject t and gymmaxx, even if you're manlet, nobody will fuck with you, won't get you women though
 
I feel bad around men who are much taller or have much bigger wrists.
Yeah. It's like how the fuck did they get those wrists and why am I stuck here with the childish ones. Like what the fuck man.
 
Yeah. It's like how the fuck did they get those wrists and why am I stuck here with the childish ones. Like what the fuck man.
My dad has big wrists. I have tiny ones :feelsrope::feelsrope::feelsrope:
 
man 1 upping each other is just so cringe

but guess they have to impress a woman , or just wanna show " whos boss

im more rage fueled why i couldnt be that tall , or that wealthy then anything

i carry a knive with me all the times , aint scared of some dude .
 

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