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i remember my smother telling me that i couldn't talk properly at 3 years old, while other kids conversed easily. i remember foid day care workers would tell other kids to be quiet, behave themselves, shout at them, said: "look at this kid can't you behave more like him?" i remember at that moment i was colouring a colouring book, while other kids were playing in groups, i remember i would eat my breakfast and go solo play, at that moment it hit me that i look WEIRD playing all alone!
this is what happens when you can't fucking converse properly with your peers. i also like to please authority (i'm afraid of authority, i despise them/ yet i still try to please them[stockholm syndrome probably]), i think i started doing this because they gave me a positive feedback that i'm a very nice child to take care of, i never caused problems. it ruined me.
i might be autistic, being an autistic child is very bad especially when you have had zero males to interact with.
this is what happens when you can't fucking converse properly with your peers. i also like to please authority (i'm afraid of authority, i despise them/ yet i still try to please them[stockholm syndrome probably]), i think i started doing this because they gave me a positive feedback that i'm a very nice child to take care of, i never caused problems. it ruined me.
i might be autistic, being an autistic child is very bad especially when you have had zero males to interact with.
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