Nothing makes me more depressed than searching up old friends instagram and seeing their prom pics, out on the beach somewhere with other chads and stacys, pictures with their co-workers and just socializing in general. It really makes my own shitty life sink in, despite how much I was lying to myself that its not really that bad, how its almost like they're living in a world I will never even set foot in. I remember one of my elementary school stacy crushes who was a pretty quiet person overall, very nice too and she was a fan of harry potter books. Literally read the whole series again and again like 5 times or something. Posts a video on instagram of her trying to down a jack black in one go while bumping with her friends in a travis scott concert JFL. I wish I never did this and lived in my own world of happy delusion. Truly depressing. Save yourself from depression by learning from my mistake. Don't do this shit to yourself bros, curiosity is very dangerous. This was an extremely effective method of destroying 100% of my coping 
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