Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I fucked my life in too many ways, too much of a failure. There's 1001 things I'd have to fix, years of effort (and I don't even have the energy or concentration to play games, much less that). To barely get to the level of an average human being.
Too much god damn work that would have to go into fixing this shit, and there's too much unfixable shit so it's not like I'd be able to fully unfuck myself.
And I don't even have a tragic background or anything. Got 2 loving parents, single child. More than most people could say, I'm lucky really, blessed.
Damn, I can't believe how much I fucked my life. Every single area of life, just failed so much. And it's like I'm collecting fucking Pokemon but with mental illnesses. ADD, depression for like 12 years, anxiety and maybe even agoraphobia, used to be an extreme alcoholic for 2 years and maybe even got PTSD from the experiences, avoidant personality etc... God damn what a freak.
Too much god damn work that would have to go into fixing this shit, and there's too much unfixable shit so it's not like I'd be able to fully unfuck myself.
And I don't even have a tragic background or anything. Got 2 loving parents, single child. More than most people could say, I'm lucky really, blessed.
Damn, I can't believe how much I fucked my life. Every single area of life, just failed so much. And it's like I'm collecting fucking Pokemon but with mental illnesses. ADD, depression for like 12 years, anxiety and maybe even agoraphobia, used to be an extreme alcoholic for 2 years and maybe even got PTSD from the experiences, avoidant personality etc... God damn what a freak.
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