HowCanSheSlap
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I'm a one time escortcel. I did escortcelled back in 2015 (only blowjob and kissing) and I'm seriously considering it again. I probably would've done it again by now if the first choice whore I wanted actually replied. If I met a foid at a private apartment for sex - like I did back in 2015, I feel I'd be confident and have a good outgoing personality (in the serious sense) just like I did with the whore back in 2015.
However, I've never approached a foid or ever asked out a foid. I'd never even consider asking out women or ever dare flirt with them. I'm honestly shit scared of doing it. Not only because of lack of experience but my cucked self. I'd probably faint or my eyes would tear up before I'd ever ask out a women. To give you an example, last year one of my foid workmates was being really nice to me while we was working together on a project, she said 'it's going well, we should sit more often together' - after hearing this I nearly cried, she could probably sense I was teary eyes and was like wtf!
I'm not socially awkward, I can approach people in real life and talk casually, but flirting and anything involving sexual tension is something that will probably give me a heart attack.
Same with online dating. I would prefer meeting someone 'traditionally' - but since that'll never happen, I seriously doubt I'd do online dating. I'm shit scared also of someone seeing me online from real life, but also scared of having my mug face exposed to thousands of women online. Messaging a women and not getting a reply would probably kill me inside. Very cucked I know.
What is it about me that I feel more confident and gung-ho around the possibility of seeing a whore who I'm paying money with, but I'm such a pussy to dare approach or talk with women irl or set up an online dating profile for basically the same purpose.
However, I've never approached a foid or ever asked out a foid. I'd never even consider asking out women or ever dare flirt with them. I'm honestly shit scared of doing it. Not only because of lack of experience but my cucked self. I'd probably faint or my eyes would tear up before I'd ever ask out a women. To give you an example, last year one of my foid workmates was being really nice to me while we was working together on a project, she said 'it's going well, we should sit more often together' - after hearing this I nearly cried, she could probably sense I was teary eyes and was like wtf!
I'm not socially awkward, I can approach people in real life and talk casually, but flirting and anything involving sexual tension is something that will probably give me a heart attack.
Same with online dating. I would prefer meeting someone 'traditionally' - but since that'll never happen, I seriously doubt I'd do online dating. I'm shit scared also of someone seeing me online from real life, but also scared of having my mug face exposed to thousands of women online. Messaging a women and not getting a reply would probably kill me inside. Very cucked I know.
What is it about me that I feel more confident and gung-ho around the possibility of seeing a whore who I'm paying money with, but I'm such a pussy to dare approach or talk with women irl or set up an online dating profile for basically the same purpose.