i dont know i never get complimented on it but i saw what incels talk about for beauty standards i dont have hunter eyes or nice round cheekbones that are visible and my nose is big my mouth is not wide and i am underweight
There we go
ive been skinny all my life i dont know how to gain weight and no one cares enough to help me i might be anorexic
Get medical help (physician not psychiatrist)
oh okay. what do i tell them? ive never been to one
Tell them that you think you weigh too little and ask what you can do about it
ok thanks
18 i think 6 foot 1 and i am from canada
Nice, another fellow maple syrup cel. You will firstly, need to find a way to drill out that shyness out of you by whatever means necessary (Enrolling in boxing classes, get into a fight at school, some other extracurricular activity to help build people skills, or even a customer service job) so you can atleast look people in the eye. You already have a great height. Have you thought about gymming? Also since you are 18, is this your last year in HS or have you already graduated?
it is my last year in hs, i really want to do gymming but im underweight and its hard for me to gain weight and i dont know what im doing in the gym. i dont think i can do boxing i get called a stick alot. i'm in ontario
Then i reckon, its time for you to do your own research on diet plans, and watch tutorials on exercises. Try to experiment what works for you. There are tons of resources available on youtube (Even if you dont wanna goto the gym, you can start at home, plenty of great calisthenics and full body workout plans are available online). Maybe just focus on 1 thing and start somewhere, and i think that somewhere for you is exercising and eating healthy. It will build discipline and good health. Once that starts going, you can look into adding more stuff in your plate like a job or finding hobbies that may interest you. Think of it as a construction plan where what you are trying to construct, is you.
i really want to leave canada and start my life new in the states... away from the bullying and these people
In the states, the bullying is even more rampant than canada. Atleast over here we have anti-bullying day and anti-bullying rallies. Over there, they have school shootouts, and the idiots think that gun laws are the problems...
i know but i would be in a completely new area and i would know no one and no one would know me
No, height and looks are not everything. They are the most important though but personality still matters.
And social skills
True, but then again, you only have 1 last year of HS left. College is different than HS, people care less there from my experience.
wouldnt that just make me fat? would gymmaxing stop that if i eat really bad food then workout? im afraid it would be even worse if i bcome fat too
Yes it would. The extra Calories will be stored as fat. But since you're anorexic you need more fat in your body. You won't gain muscles when you're anorexic. Your metabolism is beyond fucked up so you need those extra calories. You need to get fatter initially and once you have gained 50-60 extra pounds after 2-3 years of gymcelling you cut and drop down to 10-12% bf with decent newbie gains. This was you'll look your best and restore your fucked up metabolism.
