Yeah I'm expanding it past Autism.
Have you ever tuned into his livestreams? Something just seems slightly off. Don't get me wrong the streams are great hence why I'll be up until 1am just listening to a how a foid thinks (If you know you know), but verbally speaking, face is all over himself and he struggles to hold a long coherent conversation.
I by no means am claiming I'm perfect. I'd like to think I'm NT, and until someone tells me otherwise I shall stand by my it.
I am doing the following at once:
- trying not to get doxxed by Lookismers who have a lot of info about me.
- trying not to get doxxed by the people I live with who can shout my name or tell me to shut up anytime and the mic would pick it up
- trying to get through prepared content without my finger slipping and me putting some porn onto the livestream or some shit
- trying to monitor the youtube livechat
- trying to have an engaging debate with the guests
- trying to have callers be high-IQ- and concise-enough to chip in as quickly as possible
- trying to keep the discussion engaging
- trying to keep the stream being too long (fail)
- trying to read superchats
- trying to get callers on in order
- trying to be funny and entertaining
So yes, when doing all of that at once, I'm a loser but you do realize that when I talk to women or people IRL my mind is less occupied? Speaking in front of 1000 people is still daunting to me. I am scared I'll say my name or some other fuckup.
For the first few (20 or so) shows, I was SHAKING while doing the show. It's LIVE. You can't take anything back once it's gone out on air.
Fair enough, I am far from
normie but I am normal-acting enough. How can I be both a "FAKECEL" cuz I was a betabux to a single mum,
and an aspie who's non-NTness turns women off even before my face does? How comes no-one IRL - not friends, not the single mum, not teachers - no-one is able to pick up on my aspergers? It seems like you guys should be doctors if you can diagnose me online. If I do have aspergers then I have done fucking well for myself: ugly face AND aspie AND ethnic? I should be a friendless KHHV with those stats.
I have social anxiety though.
Some guys on this forum think that having friends makes you a fakecel. IMO, having friends proves your problem is your FACE. If guys like hanging out with you and women hate being near you, then that says more than if NOBODY wants to be near you. Anyway, you're entitled to your opinion, I guess. People who meet me IRL when I am not running a stream don't consider me aspie.
Am I a confident Tyrone? No. Am I a dribbling aspie? No. OK not all the time.
If I told you I have one or two female friends, I would get called a cuck, simp, etc. But this just means my personality is acceptable but my face isn't.
Yeah I'm expanding it past Autism.
Have you ever tuned into his livestreams? Something just seems slightly off. Don't get me wrong the streams are great hence why I'll be up until 1am just listening to a how a foid thinks (If you know you know), but verbally speaking, face is all over himself and he struggles to hold a long coherent conversation.
I by no means am claiming I'm perfect. I'd like to think I'm NT, and until someone tells me otherwise I shall stand by my it.
Come on the stream and prove how NT you are. Remember you won't be balancing as many things as I will be so it will be easy for you to sound NT.
I can't wait for you to come on the stream and prove me a fucking MORON. I will congratulate you when you do that. Just email me (don't PM here cuz they're full) what name you wil use on Discord and then NTmog me into a fucking black hole in outerspace. I can't wait for this thing to happen.
@GoffSystemQB you're about to witness me getting BLOWN THE FUCK OUT.
I can't wait for this thing to happen, cuz it DEFINITELY WILL HAPPEN.
