Today was leg day, I was going to do the leg press train, but it had some chadlites looking to see what I was going to do, they had just used it and the equipment was about 160 kg (350 ibs) with weights, they were obviously looking to see if I was going to remove the weights they used, they were much stronger than me.
Not wanting to be humiliated by them I used all those weights in my workout, I did 5 reps of 12 I almost passed out doing it, the back of my head started to hurt like it was been hit by a hammer, I stoped feeling my legs but I made it, I had to almost drag myself out of the gym and ask my mother to pick me up by car becasue I couldn't walk, but this is not the worst part, my belly is not well, I've been 4 times in the bathroom and the third and forth time my shit had blood and there is a pain almost I canot bare, only typing here it's already painful, I think I damaged something inside me with those weights.
If I stop visiting this forum it's because I fucked up, I fucked up and I'm going to die, well at least the normies in my work will be happy to know they wont have to look at my face anymore, my name is Jeferson I'm 24, born in Paraná living in Porto Alegre studying computer science and working for a ungraitful team of normies in a tech company, if some Braziliancel see my name in the obituary of my city, know that it was this that fucked me up, I died because I was too weak, I'm going to a hospital near my house, but first I will ahve some sleep I'm really tired, I think the meds for the pain worked a little, I hope I can comeback.
Not wanting to be humiliated by them I used all those weights in my workout, I did 5 reps of 12 I almost passed out doing it, the back of my head started to hurt like it was been hit by a hammer, I stoped feeling my legs but I made it, I had to almost drag myself out of the gym and ask my mother to pick me up by car becasue I couldn't walk, but this is not the worst part, my belly is not well, I've been 4 times in the bathroom and the third and forth time my shit had blood and there is a pain almost I canot bare, only typing here it's already painful, I think I damaged something inside me with those weights.
If I stop visiting this forum it's because I fucked up, I fucked up and I'm going to die, well at least the normies in my work will be happy to know they wont have to look at my face anymore, my name is Jeferson I'm 24, born in Paraná living in Porto Alegre studying computer science and working for a ungraitful team of normies in a tech company, if some Braziliancel see my name in the obituary of my city, know that it was this that fucked me up, I died because I was too weak, I'm going to a hospital near my house, but first I will ahve some sleep I'm really tired, I think the meds for the pain worked a little, I hope I can comeback.
