NegroKing
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I won’t get into all the details of my life but suffice to say it was brutal growing up. Bullied, no friends, mentally ill Indian parents, and more. I dealt with it all. I never complained and I kept going because I had a hope that one day I would be able to have a normal life with a wife and kids.
But I came to realize that women do not want me. I realized I will never be able to find a wife that loves me. All the girls I ever like are unattainable. And that’s what broke me. It hit me that the pain I endured was for nothing. So I slipped into depression and now I can’t even get off the bed in the morning.
I’ve seen this pattern a lot on here. Guys who are very tough, who went through more than the average person could handle without saying one word. But they were lonely and it drove them insane.
Then people on the outside look at us and see us complaining about not getting the one thing in life that we ask for, and call us manchildren and whiney victims without knowing the whole story. It’s enraging tbh.
But I came to realize that women do not want me. I realized I will never be able to find a wife that loves me. All the girls I ever like are unattainable. And that’s what broke me. It hit me that the pain I endured was for nothing. So I slipped into depression and now I can’t even get off the bed in the morning.
I’ve seen this pattern a lot on here. Guys who are very tough, who went through more than the average person could handle without saying one word. But they were lonely and it drove them insane.
Then people on the outside look at us and see us complaining about not getting the one thing in life that we ask for, and call us manchildren and whiney victims without knowing the whole story. It’s enraging tbh.