Therapywasaaste
"When I look in the mirror, I throw up."
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In middle school I hated going to lunch, seeing normies sitting with their friends having conversations made me feel like shit. I sat at the "weird kids table" (yes i've actually heard foids call it that) and even there no one would talk to me, there would always be an empty seat on each side of me.
The day after my birthday, (can't remeber which one) i was wearing the nice clothes i recieved, a thin dark denim jacket and black combat boots, because of this I thought I looked pretty good which was a bad thing because I didn't and it had nothing to do with what I was wearing.
I was walking to my seat while looking at a foid she was not at ths weird kids table. When she saw me I looked away.
When they called our section to get our lunch I smiled at the foid as I was walking by. When our section sat back down one of her tall chad friends or boyfriend said to me "hey creepy kid" and looked a him while he was talking to me I didn't really understand most of what he was saying but i did hear him say to stop looking at her and he did like the move jesture with his and I guess telling me to turn back around in my seat so I'm no longer looking at them (was only turned around then because chad was talking to me) when I turned back around felt bad because I creeped her out I shouldn't have been so creepy about it and other bluepill bullshit.
No I realize that if it were some chad she wouldn't have felt that way and he probably could have initiated conversation. But being a sub 6 male, that's creepy.
Sorry this one was so long i wanted to put more times foid got mad for just a look but it was already very long. it's less brutal than some of my other experiences with foids but I felt this one was important to share.
The day after my birthday, (can't remeber which one) i was wearing the nice clothes i recieved, a thin dark denim jacket and black combat boots, because of this I thought I looked pretty good which was a bad thing because I didn't and it had nothing to do with what I was wearing.
I was walking to my seat while looking at a foid she was not at ths weird kids table. When she saw me I looked away.
When they called our section to get our lunch I smiled at the foid as I was walking by. When our section sat back down one of her tall chad friends or boyfriend said to me "hey creepy kid" and looked a him while he was talking to me I didn't really understand most of what he was saying but i did hear him say to stop looking at her and he did like the move jesture with his and I guess telling me to turn back around in my seat so I'm no longer looking at them (was only turned around then because chad was talking to me) when I turned back around felt bad because I creeped her out I shouldn't have been so creepy about it and other bluepill bullshit.
No I realize that if it were some chad she wouldn't have felt that way and he probably could have initiated conversation. But being a sub 6 male, that's creepy.
Sorry this one was so long i wanted to put more times foid got mad for just a look but it was already very long. it's less brutal than some of my other experiences with foids but I felt this one was important to share.