The most ancient memory I have from when I experienced it in my own skin, I was about 11-12 years old and some of my ''friends'' showed me a pic of one of the girls from my school, I didn't know her but I thought she was pretty cute and said it to them. Later they told her, and then she answered ''ugh, what would I want with that asshole nerd'' (for brazilliancels, she said ''oque que eu vou querer com esse nerd escroto?'', just so you guys can get a better idea of what she said exactly, since ''asshole'' doesn't have quite the exact meaning but it is close enough), then they told me she said this. It was very brutal, I never even spoke with her, how could she be so fucking cruel? Making fun of me in front of my classmates like that out of nowhere, just because I'm ugly, if I had said something like ''she looks like a dirty slut'' or ''I want to fuck her so bad'' when they showed me the photo I'd understand her reaction but there was no reason at all for that, some of those ''friends'' even mocked me because of it. I shrugged it off in front of them of course but I was pretty shaken by that at the time ngl, since I was still a bluepilled kid and all.
Now, tell me, what would happen if I wasn't a subhuman project back then and was instead a blooming chad? I'd probably have lost my virginity with her JFL
Normies think we exaggerate when we say men 5/10+ and women live in a completely different reality, but when you're blackpilled and look back at this kind of stuff that happened in your own life and start to think how different it would have went were your looks better (a lot better in my case), it just becomes undeniable.
I truly wish the blackpill was wrong, but it just isn't and we gotta deal with the cold, harsh reality. Cope or rope boys, unfortunately