Deleted member 27249
Full time... Winner? I'm undefeated
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By all means I'm an old man. I'm tired all the time. I'm sleepy, but can't sleep. my arms feel dragging. I have neck and back pains half the days I wake up. My face isn't developing new acne, just old acne that sorted into my skin. I'm fucking balding. Actually, I started balding 3 years ago now. My hair look like one of those cuts where it's shaved on the sides but long in the middle except it's unintentional. I went from looking 14 and people thinking I'm a kid in my 20s to me looking like 40 overnight it seems. People don't treat me with that same pity they give a child anymore, now I get the frustrated stares of "this guy is a fuucking weirdo". I live alone but I still feel so self insufficient. Like I'm one bad month away from being homeless at all times but I just don't care. Even my job doesn't actually feel real. I spend all day on my phone during it. Despite all of this I have no life experiences. None. Most 14 year olds have more experience than me.
Like I'm still 14. I feel like I should be 14. But I'm not and I'm getting further from it every day
Like I'm still 14. I feel like I should be 14. But I'm not and I'm getting further from it every day