- Jul 27, 2018
- 96d 16h 7m
So right now, my NEET life consists of just these things: sleeping, gaming, browsing the internet. Since realizing just how hopeless and unattainable everything is for me, I've given up, but the price of giving up and LDARing has been living with this stagnation and void. The stagnation and void is at such a level that I now consider my life to have reached its end; the only thing is that I am going on existing, but my life is the same. There is no progress, no betterment.If someone offered me an easy painless death right now, I'd take it in an instant. I just don't understand how I can keep myself occupied with copes when every single thing feels utterly meaningless. How do I go on living like this?