RopeMaXXer
Admiral
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- Joined
- Jun 10, 2018
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Nothing is going on in my life. I feel like an npc in a shitty game with no protagonist. This pandemic amplified it into an even worse level. When I see literal children discuss their hijinks with teachers on some platforms I feel like an old man. My life hasn't even begun and I already feel left behind.
My brain stopped thinking, I often catch myself not thinking about anything. I picked up a math textbook, and am fortunate to say that I haven't gone completely retarded yet but I am mentally rotting.
I keep picking up bad habits and not fixing old ones. I told myself I'd exercise this year and had an entire half a year to do something productive with myself yet I keep rotting. I don't even know what I've done with my life for this past year.
Feels like some fucky sequence in a movie thats meant to fuck with you except its been going on for years now.
I can't even articulate it. Just like the white noise in my head this wall of text hasn't even said anything of substance. I guess thats the best demonstration
My brain stopped thinking, I often catch myself not thinking about anything. I picked up a math textbook, and am fortunate to say that I haven't gone completely retarded yet but I am mentally rotting.
I keep picking up bad habits and not fixing old ones. I told myself I'd exercise this year and had an entire half a year to do something productive with myself yet I keep rotting. I don't even know what I've done with my life for this past year.
Feels like some fucky sequence in a movie thats meant to fuck with you except its been going on for years now.
I can't even articulate it. Just like the white noise in my head this wall of text hasn't even said anything of substance. I guess thats the best demonstration