Everything I do, write and read happens on this forum, outside I only study (because I have to), eat and sleep. If I were to think about someone who's not family, I would think of hundreds of people from here before someone I know irl. I get all my news from here and challenge my views only with people from here.
I speak with chatcels much more than with my family, in fact I can spend hours talking in chat in a single day while not even saying one word to my parents.
I recently had to interact with other people irl because of uni exams and that made me realize how disconnected am I to the outside world. Even hearing normies speaking makes me want to throw up. I just can't phantom interacting with them, I have no idea of how I am supposed to wagecuck in a few years.
This is also affecting my own image, it's as if Grisù is starting to replace my own face. Maybe also because it's ugly af and I'm trying to deny it, but still
And the worst part is that I don't want it to stop, this is the only place where I can be myself and don't have to worry. When I'm doing literally anything else irl, I only think of finishing it as soon as possible so I can return here.
I'm glad for this though, many incels through history didn't have the privilege to have a place where to talk freely
I speak with chatcels much more than with my family, in fact I can spend hours talking in chat in a single day while not even saying one word to my parents.
I recently had to interact with other people irl because of uni exams and that made me realize how disconnected am I to the outside world. Even hearing normies speaking makes me want to throw up. I just can't phantom interacting with them, I have no idea of how I am supposed to wagecuck in a few years.
This is also affecting my own image, it's as if Grisù is starting to replace my own face. Maybe also because it's ugly af and I'm trying to deny it, but still
And the worst part is that I don't want it to stop, this is the only place where I can be myself and don't have to worry. When I'm doing literally anything else irl, I only think of finishing it as soon as possible so I can return here.
I'm glad for this though, many incels through history didn't have the privilege to have a place where to talk freely
