Recently, my father asked my mother about when I will have a girlfriend. I also remember how I once rode with my uncle, and also with my father, my uncle started talking about women and once he asked me if I had a girlfriend. I told my uncle that I did not have a girlfriend. After that, my father asked me: “Why?”. I told my father: "I don’t know." Although I know everything perfectly. I am a mentally ill lonely man who was humiliated, beaten, insulted and suppressed for years at school and in the family. Recently, a conversation started with my mother about a date at which I was with one girl in the summer of 2019, after date in real life which that girl forever stopped talking to me. My mother told me that she was surprised that that girl generally agreed to go somewhere and especially walked along the streets with me for 5 hours. My mother told me that she had missed the moment of my development, my growing up, said that I used to be normal before the age of 12-13, and then became somehow strange and incomprehensible and that then I began to smile and laugh without reason. My father told me that in the future only prostitutes will be available to me, that no normal person will be with me.
People from my university do not want to communicate with me and find me strange.
People from my university do not want to communicate with me and find me strange.
