[LDAR] "nothing matters and I don't give a shit" has become my motto

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I get into bed at night and tell myself "nothing matters and I don't give a shit".
I wake up and tell myself "nothing matters and I don't give a shit".
I do this when I'm eating, studying, attending classes, talking to my parents.
It feels fucking dope. Like a nice "gg you lost at life, you don't need to beat yourself up over it".
Consequently almost everything has lost meaning. Everything feels so much less real and so much more peaceful.
I still cope by fapping, listening to music and watching youtube videos, but there is this sharp awareness that I am coping and it's over.
I seriously hope I stay in this state until I decide to rope when I'm 40 or something.
Anyone else feel like this?
 
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