Not even underlying anger. Just depression. Sadness, despair, loneliness, rejection, all feelings I feel when I watch his videos, especially his most recent one with him FaceTiming the girls online and them agreeing with the blackpill. But the one that hit the hardest was the part of the video where Hamudi says that it never began, and that when u were born, when u were in the hospital, u had to fight so the nurses, and even ur own mother would take after u. Everyday is a battle. There is no life to end because you never had one. So brutal.
