i count 6 irl and 3 online from memory, but that's because i invested large amounts of my time to win their affection and try to get them to accept me, but i either got cucked by some chad, cockblocked by her friends or they just stopped talking to me. the last girl i asked out had autism so i thought i had a really good chance, i watched and followed her around for about 4 months before asking her out on the last day of our community program and she said no, last i ever saw her
because i've been socially isolated from the world for the past 6 years, it's rare for real life interactions with foids, but in 2017 i did try talking to a foid in a job recruitment class (majority of the guys there were autistic and i suspect this class was just for siphoning government funding lol) and she told me to shut up. perhaps it was because i felt intellectually superior to the other autists i accidentally deluded myself into feeling like a normie and tried to act like one