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What did you guys used to do during "free time" during class?
Last night I couldn't sleep so I started watching anime youtube clips since I am a weeb. I came across this anime where the MC starts off just sleeping in class. This girl walks by and interrupts his sleep by doing something nice but it looks mean at first. Then the MC pretends to be busy or read and he suddenly gets a guy to come over and make friends with him. Then MC is listening to music so nobody can bother him and the girl walks over and bullies/teases him. I obviously didn't watch the anime but from the few clips I saw it looked like they got together and was implied they had sex at the end. This is all for a high school main character btw.
Then I go back and think of what I used to do. Sometimes I would do my homework at my desk. Sometimes I would study for the test. But usually I'd just patiently wait for the bell and listen to everybody else and their stories. (So I could repeat those stories to my parents so they thought I had friends but that's another story). I just hate it that in my head and anime and real life the MC and Chads are never alone. People are always willing to befriend them or help them out and the girl is always willing to go out of her way to make the MC notice her. Why did nothing of the sort ever happen to me? I've been outta school for the past 20 years but things like this still bring me back and get me so upset. Year after year for 4 years I just sat idly by and would just pray someone would befriend me. Prayed a girl would tease me. I never did anything with a girl. I literally would get butterflies in my stomach at the fantasy of a girl smiling at me. They never did.
<b-but life doesn't work like that inkwell!! you need to have initiative
I did. The few times I tried to speak to the chair next to me they would show me their back and ignore me. Sometimes I even tried to be smart and ask, "Hey um...I don't understand the Pythagorean theorem. Could you explain it?" Even though I knew that shit back in 5th grade. I just wanted to open up conversation. You know what they would answer? "I don't understand it either." then go back to ignoring me. Those LYING SONS OF BITCHES!!
Last night I couldn't sleep so I started watching anime youtube clips since I am a weeb. I came across this anime where the MC starts off just sleeping in class. This girl walks by and interrupts his sleep by doing something nice but it looks mean at first. Then the MC pretends to be busy or read and he suddenly gets a guy to come over and make friends with him. Then MC is listening to music so nobody can bother him and the girl walks over and bullies/teases him. I obviously didn't watch the anime but from the few clips I saw it looked like they got together and was implied they had sex at the end. This is all for a high school main character btw.
Then I go back and think of what I used to do. Sometimes I would do my homework at my desk. Sometimes I would study for the test. But usually I'd just patiently wait for the bell and listen to everybody else and their stories. (So I could repeat those stories to my parents so they thought I had friends but that's another story). I just hate it that in my head and anime and real life the MC and Chads are never alone. People are always willing to befriend them or help them out and the girl is always willing to go out of her way to make the MC notice her. Why did nothing of the sort ever happen to me? I've been outta school for the past 20 years but things like this still bring me back and get me so upset. Year after year for 4 years I just sat idly by and would just pray someone would befriend me. Prayed a girl would tease me. I never did anything with a girl. I literally would get butterflies in my stomach at the fantasy of a girl smiling at me. They never did.
<b-but life doesn't work like that inkwell!! you need to have initiative
I did. The few times I tried to speak to the chair next to me they would show me their back and ignore me. Sometimes I even tried to be smart and ask, "Hey um...I don't understand the Pythagorean theorem. Could you explain it?" Even though I knew that shit back in 5th grade. I just wanted to open up conversation. You know what they would answer? "I don't understand it either." then go back to ignoring me. Those LYING SONS OF BITCHES!!