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For the record, I'm 23 years old, I am a 5'4", Middle Eastern, ethnic gymcel, and I have a nose that looks like this, while basically looking like a 17 year old boy:
I'm just writing this up to share knowledge on what the experience was like for me, nothing more.
Tl;Dr: Saw an escort, really enjoyed it, don't feel as suicidal anymore, might start doing this regularly.
If I had one sentence to describe what seeing an escort is like, it's like paying a girl of your choosing to treat you like Chad for an hour.
The weeks before I was insanely depressed. I'm still a hugless, kissless virgin at 23. I not only graduated from University two years ago, but I'm now stuck in a job that's predominantly men. Without a decent social circle, this meant that my only chance to get a date was using Tinder, which again does NOT work if you are not white, tall and goodlooking. I was getting close to planning suicide, and I thought that if I was going to kill my-self anyway, I would at least see an escort just to know what sex was like.
After a bit of research, I came across an escort review board in my city, which lead me to an escort's website. We exchanged a few emails and set up a time early afternoon to meet.
When I arrived to her apartment, I was greeted and hugged by a very cute blonde girl. She was about 5'2", 115 lbs, and pretty much looked like this but with bigger tits and a nicer ass:
Not necessarily my type, but the reason I chose her was because she had a reputation for being safe, and because I wanted to make sure she was smaller than me to reduce the amount of awkwardness there would be.
Honestly I thought it would all feel fake and mechanical, but she did a really good job at making me feel special the whole time. We chatted for like 20 minutes and fucked for the remainder. She offered a glass of wine as well which was nice.
Do you know how it doesn't matter what Chad says, girls will just latch on to his every word and try to make conversation as natural as possible? She did that to me. I was literally talking about how the Bank of Canada chooses interest rates and how it affects her ability to get a mortgage or loan, and she was petting my shoulders the whole time, looking at me with lovey eyes while telling me "haha I like mortgages too, I want to get one for a big house haha." She seemed kinda dim tbh.
She then asked me if I wanted to take a shower. I did and not long after we were on her bed. Right away she starts making out with me while touching my penis. I am gymcelled, and she did not shy away from feeling up my shoulders, chest and ass and telling me that I have a hot body. Shortly after she started sucking me and doing all kinds of amazing tricks on my penis. She even deepthroated me briefly which felt amazing.
Then she got on top of me and I swear I was in heaven. She was really tight, wet and warm down there, and she began grinding into me while kissing me. I thought I would cum in like 30 seconds, but I must have death grip syndrome because she was going at it for five minutes and I didn't cum. So she asked me to get on top of her.
At this point I felt very primal, I pushed her to the side and then pulled her hips towards mine, entered her then lifted one of her legs on my shoulders to begin thrusting. She was moaning the whole time and grabbing my ass, my back and my shoulders. Even if she was pretending, you don't really care in the moment, and your body certainly doesn't know the difference. I pounded away for like ten minutes until her vagina started spasming and I couldn't hold it so I coomed. I never felt this good and alive in my life.
We finished up, she kissed me goodbye as I left the door, and the car ride home must have been the most peaceful thing I have experienced. Normally after a wank you just end up feeling tired and sad, but nutting inside a cute girl rejuvenates you in a way that nothing else can, even if it was paid for.
Also, don't listen to normies when they say that sex takes skill. It really doesn't. Your body knows how to fuck even if you're a virgin, it's as natural as taking a shit.
I didn't feel the need to drink or smoke weed that night, and I have actually not had any drugs since the encounter.
I know it seems stupid, but I think I may be totally fine with living life like this, seeing an escort maybe once a month or every two weeks depending on my budget. Honestly I should have done this sooner, and if you haven't seen an escort yet at least try it. Don't deprive your biological needs for the sake of principle, that's extremely cucked.
I'm just writing this up to share knowledge on what the experience was like for me, nothing more.
Tl;Dr: Saw an escort, really enjoyed it, don't feel as suicidal anymore, might start doing this regularly.
If I had one sentence to describe what seeing an escort is like, it's like paying a girl of your choosing to treat you like Chad for an hour.
The weeks before I was insanely depressed. I'm still a hugless, kissless virgin at 23. I not only graduated from University two years ago, but I'm now stuck in a job that's predominantly men. Without a decent social circle, this meant that my only chance to get a date was using Tinder, which again does NOT work if you are not white, tall and goodlooking. I was getting close to planning suicide, and I thought that if I was going to kill my-self anyway, I would at least see an escort just to know what sex was like.
After a bit of research, I came across an escort review board in my city, which lead me to an escort's website. We exchanged a few emails and set up a time early afternoon to meet.
When I arrived to her apartment, I was greeted and hugged by a very cute blonde girl. She was about 5'2", 115 lbs, and pretty much looked like this but with bigger tits and a nicer ass:
Not necessarily my type, but the reason I chose her was because she had a reputation for being safe, and because I wanted to make sure she was smaller than me to reduce the amount of awkwardness there would be.
Honestly I thought it would all feel fake and mechanical, but she did a really good job at making me feel special the whole time. We chatted for like 20 minutes and fucked for the remainder. She offered a glass of wine as well which was nice.
Do you know how it doesn't matter what Chad says, girls will just latch on to his every word and try to make conversation as natural as possible? She did that to me. I was literally talking about how the Bank of Canada chooses interest rates and how it affects her ability to get a mortgage or loan, and she was petting my shoulders the whole time, looking at me with lovey eyes while telling me "haha I like mortgages too, I want to get one for a big house haha." She seemed kinda dim tbh.
She then asked me if I wanted to take a shower. I did and not long after we were on her bed. Right away she starts making out with me while touching my penis. I am gymcelled, and she did not shy away from feeling up my shoulders, chest and ass and telling me that I have a hot body. Shortly after she started sucking me and doing all kinds of amazing tricks on my penis. She even deepthroated me briefly which felt amazing.
Then she got on top of me and I swear I was in heaven. She was really tight, wet and warm down there, and she began grinding into me while kissing me. I thought I would cum in like 30 seconds, but I must have death grip syndrome because she was going at it for five minutes and I didn't cum. So she asked me to get on top of her.
At this point I felt very primal, I pushed her to the side and then pulled her hips towards mine, entered her then lifted one of her legs on my shoulders to begin thrusting. She was moaning the whole time and grabbing my ass, my back and my shoulders. Even if she was pretending, you don't really care in the moment, and your body certainly doesn't know the difference. I pounded away for like ten minutes until her vagina started spasming and I couldn't hold it so I coomed. I never felt this good and alive in my life.
We finished up, she kissed me goodbye as I left the door, and the car ride home must have been the most peaceful thing I have experienced. Normally after a wank you just end up feeling tired and sad, but nutting inside a cute girl rejuvenates you in a way that nothing else can, even if it was paid for.
Also, don't listen to normies when they say that sex takes skill. It really doesn't. Your body knows how to fuck even if you're a virgin, it's as natural as taking a shit.
I didn't feel the need to drink or smoke weed that night, and I have actually not had any drugs since the encounter.
I know it seems stupid, but I think I may be totally fine with living life like this, seeing an escort maybe once a month or every two weeks depending on my budget. Honestly I should have done this sooner, and if you haven't seen an escort yet at least try it. Don't deprive your biological needs for the sake of principle, that's extremely cucked.
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