I tried and it was shit. Actual roping is not cool, it is your choice entirely but I would ask anyone who feels they might do it to please speak to someone and seek help first, even if it's just making a thread on here. I had a few failed ropinga as I live alone so had the space to try.
For the final one I took a shitload of blood thinners then stabbed myself so blood was literally squirting out me of me and all over the bathroom then I roped and woke up on the floor. I was psychotic at the time so didn't even feel the pain from literally stabbing myself all over. I roped, felt this weird warming, calming feeling in my limbs and head like when you're falling asleep after a couple of seconds then woke up gasping for breath, covered in blood on the floor. Shit method but I was not sane at the time.
The blood thinners I took were shorter acting than old ones, if had been on warfarin I think I would have bled out. Ironically the fact I was flat and passed on the arm with the worst wounds probably saved me as it kept enough blood in my brain, I dunno I'm not a doctor.
I lay there for a while seething that it didn't work. What they don't tell you about blood loss is that it makes you really thirsty. I managed to crawl to a tap and drink loads of water. I managed to stand up but passed out again. When I woke up I crawled to my bed and bled lightly for two days. I was wrapping tshirts around my still bleeding arm but they got soaked with blood quickly. I felt horrible.
On the third day I was just and only just able to make the five minute walk to the bus station but I had to sit down every few minutes or I would pass out again. It was a five hour bus journey to my dad's. I got there and told him then he took me to hospital. I didn't get institutionalised as I had someone to go home with but the doctor, who was very nice, told my dad not to leave me along for at least a week and he didn't. If he had I would have attempted again.
My medication isn't without side effects but it has improved my mental hmstate dramatically.
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