Caesercel
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So I am almost at my late 20s. When I was a teenager I had hope in life, even though my childhood was utter shite, I thought I could escape it. So I tried my hand at studymaxxing and careermaxxing. Did well, but not too well, entered a good college to stemmax.
And being a socially retarded anxiety driven loser who is too high inhib to try anything new, take charge in life or even study without supervision I fucked up college. I passed but made nothing out of it. Then I became a NEET for 4 years before I got my current job.
Now my current job is ideal for an incel. The pay is good enough to buy regular copes (assuming no financial dependents) . There is not much supervision and the job security is good, so even if I fuck up the chances of getting fired are nil. The work itself is super chill and the work hours are simply incomparable to anything in the world. I can basically coast through my life with this. Infact one of the big reasons I am here is because to get this job you don't have to face an interview. Something my high inhib ass would certainly botch.
BUT. I am not satisfied with this. I have ambitions. I want life to be more than this. I want my career to be more than this. And believe it or not I do not wish or plan to remain an incel forever. And with this dead end job any family I may have to raise would end up in a very uncomfortable economic class. And that I cannot forgive.
The problem is, I have literally wasted 4 prime formative years of my life and career. This is probably gonna haunt me forever. This is putting a serious dent on my future career aspirations.
Here are my options as I see them...
1. Studymaxx to enter the upper echleons of bureaucracy in my shithole. The pay wouldn't be much better but I would have power and respect among the commoners. Good job security and assured career progression. Plus interviews don't play too much of a role. I could also politicalpatronagemaxx and corruptionmaxx later in life.
2. Get into software/IT(have affinity for it)
3. Get into the field of my degree
4. Do a masters in either of the two above in home
5. Get a masters from white countries (and maybe migratemaxx) .
6. Get an MBA from home or white country.
7. Try to go for a phd
I limit my options between stem fields, bureaucracy and corporate management. To keep the thread short I have not added detailed perspective on each of the above options and my chances but I can give that if you ask.
And being a socially retarded anxiety driven loser who is too high inhib to try anything new, take charge in life or even study without supervision I fucked up college. I passed but made nothing out of it. Then I became a NEET for 4 years before I got my current job.
Now my current job is ideal for an incel. The pay is good enough to buy regular copes (assuming no financial dependents) . There is not much supervision and the job security is good, so even if I fuck up the chances of getting fired are nil. The work itself is super chill and the work hours are simply incomparable to anything in the world. I can basically coast through my life with this. Infact one of the big reasons I am here is because to get this job you don't have to face an interview. Something my high inhib ass would certainly botch.
BUT. I am not satisfied with this. I have ambitions. I want life to be more than this. I want my career to be more than this. And believe it or not I do not wish or plan to remain an incel forever. And with this dead end job any family I may have to raise would end up in a very uncomfortable economic class. And that I cannot forgive.
The problem is, I have literally wasted 4 prime formative years of my life and career. This is probably gonna haunt me forever. This is putting a serious dent on my future career aspirations.
Here are my options as I see them...
1. Studymaxx to enter the upper echleons of bureaucracy in my shithole. The pay wouldn't be much better but I would have power and respect among the commoners. Good job security and assured career progression. Plus interviews don't play too much of a role. I could also politicalpatronagemaxx and corruptionmaxx later in life.
2. Get into software/IT(have affinity for it)
3. Get into the field of my degree
4. Do a masters in either of the two above in home
5. Get a masters from white countries (and maybe migratemaxx) .
6. Get an MBA from home or white country.
7. Try to go for a phd
I limit my options between stem fields, bureaucracy and corporate management. To keep the thread short I have not added detailed perspective on each of the above options and my chances but I can give that if you ask.