Venting Society, the Place in Which We Live

[Wiseman]

I'm always feeling ashamed of my existence, like a samurai who's about to commit seppuku. I feel lacking and inadequate, which is why I try to hide myself from people, especially my family. I'm in my mid 20s, yet my life experience is equivalent to that of a middle schooler. In the rare occasions when I'm forced to be in a family gathering, I feel like an ant surrounded by giants. What goes in their minds when they think of me? Do they pity me and look down on me? Do they outright hate me for being so worthless? The mere fact that they have thoughts of me terrifies me.

It is really unfortunate that I have to live in a society.

 

[Admiral_Arkantos]

I was going to make a Gang Weed/Gamers rise up "joke" but this is actually pretty accurate.

I feel like an ant surrounded by giants.

I feel pretty much the same way, not just in family gatherings, anywhere really.

 

[StaroRavager]

The mere fact that they have thoughts of me terrifies me.

Powerful words

 

[Insomniac]

Society is shit, man.

 

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