Socially constructed loser
- May 2, 2018
I just started working every day of the week (not weekends thank god). It's only my second week, (i worked the job for a couple months longer before but part time), and I feel like im dying. the way my job is, i have a lot of responsibility on my shoulders and have to travel A LOT (like like 2/3 of the time is travel, 1/3 is work). yesterday was super stressful, and today I woke up at 5AM with a terrible sore throat and had a cold throughout the day. I have autism and some other disabilities (my boss doesnt know this). By the time i got home I was a wreck. tomorrow I have to wake up at 6AM at the latest to travel some more and will get home by like 7PM. A lot of the stress stems from the fact that im incompetent and am used to LDARing all day. Im hoping that i'll get used to it. Unfortunately I don't live life on tutorial mode so i cant just make a living off selling nudes.