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Warning, extreme Ragefuel. Even after years this guy doesn't fully leave my fucking head, everytime I think about this cunt my blood starts to boil and I become so extremely fucking jealous and angry.
The guy I am talking about had it all: His father was a designer (or something like that), he was a millionaire and his family was living in a fucking designer building where parties took place all the time (a classmate of mine failed an exam once because he was so drugged up there after partying with him and some girls that he could barely stand). He was extremely intelligent, he had to do (almost) nothing and always succeeded with best grades, the teachers loved to kiss his lazy ass. And despite his high intelligence he was a down-to-earth man with no social disadvantages and an extroverted neurotypical personality and no record of mental illness. And he was also good in sports. He had literally a perfect craniofacial symmetry, a well-developed chin, was tall and had curly/long hair. His face was like the face of those greek marble statues (no homo) - so incredibly flawless that you just want to punch it.
That combination alone would have driven me to hatred/jealousy, because it simply cannot be that someone has so much fucking luck in life, but the "best" thing is about to come:
His beliefs and personality. He bullied a severly mentally-ill student until he left school, he destroyed his science project and after the poor guy attacked him he was punished for it. The victim was warped into the aggressor by a system that failed him, this bullying victim was (despite some major, but considering his life situation understandable flaws) one of my few friends and due to the severe bullying his grades dropped and dropped until he was removed from school.
A few months later as the refugee crisis began the chad developed an extremely leftist and hyper-politically-correct world-view and always acted concerned for some completely unrelated people on the other site of the earth - just a few months after destroying a life. Those people show no empathy towards the people in their proximity, but suddenly develop a conscience when the opportunity for virtue signaling presents itself - with this he became something pathognomonic for the modern zeitgeist in my eyes, an allegory for all the sanctimoniousness in our modern world so to speak. A psychopath is in that climate not shunned by society, but rather treated as an idol.
He also acted like a pretentious hippie/anarcho-communist cunt and always spewed empty platitudes like "Life is no competition!" and other shit - yes, of course you see it that way, you rich and attractive piece of shit, because you never had to fight/compete with others due to the privileges you had since birth which you interpreted as only natural. And he also had (needless to say) success with women who felt attracted to him because of his "easy-going" and "intellectual aura" (actual quotes) - just fucking lol, you cannot make this shit up. It was so fucking hard to listen to that piece of shit talking because he was just so full of himself and just wanted to show off his "vast knowledge about politics/philosophy", never met a man with a bigger ego. My school career was nothing more than a series of black pills.
The guy I am talking about had it all: His father was a designer (or something like that), he was a millionaire and his family was living in a fucking designer building where parties took place all the time (a classmate of mine failed an exam once because he was so drugged up there after partying with him and some girls that he could barely stand). He was extremely intelligent, he had to do (almost) nothing and always succeeded with best grades, the teachers loved to kiss his lazy ass. And despite his high intelligence he was a down-to-earth man with no social disadvantages and an extroverted neurotypical personality and no record of mental illness. And he was also good in sports. He had literally a perfect craniofacial symmetry, a well-developed chin, was tall and had curly/long hair. His face was like the face of those greek marble statues (no homo) - so incredibly flawless that you just want to punch it.
That combination alone would have driven me to hatred/jealousy, because it simply cannot be that someone has so much fucking luck in life, but the "best" thing is about to come:
His beliefs and personality. He bullied a severly mentally-ill student until he left school, he destroyed his science project and after the poor guy attacked him he was punished for it. The victim was warped into the aggressor by a system that failed him, this bullying victim was (despite some major, but considering his life situation understandable flaws) one of my few friends and due to the severe bullying his grades dropped and dropped until he was removed from school.
A few months later as the refugee crisis began the chad developed an extremely leftist and hyper-politically-correct world-view and always acted concerned for some completely unrelated people on the other site of the earth - just a few months after destroying a life. Those people show no empathy towards the people in their proximity, but suddenly develop a conscience when the opportunity for virtue signaling presents itself - with this he became something pathognomonic for the modern zeitgeist in my eyes, an allegory for all the sanctimoniousness in our modern world so to speak. A psychopath is in that climate not shunned by society, but rather treated as an idol.
He also acted like a pretentious hippie/anarcho-communist cunt and always spewed empty platitudes like "Life is no competition!" and other shit - yes, of course you see it that way, you rich and attractive piece of shit, because you never had to fight/compete with others due to the privileges you had since birth which you interpreted as only natural. And he also had (needless to say) success with women who felt attracted to him because of his "easy-going" and "intellectual aura" (actual quotes) - just fucking lol, you cannot make this shit up. It was so fucking hard to listen to that piece of shit talking because he was just so full of himself and just wanted to show off his "vast knowledge about politics/philosophy", never met a man with a bigger ego. My school career was nothing more than a series of black pills.
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