I'm in my mid 30's and i still haven't figure how to cope with this kind of life. I think i do way better now than in my teens and 20's due to indipendence (which translates in "i can fuck escorts") but when i think about the scenario where i get "a girlfriend" it's always the same, if not worse.
We grow up and we are ugly: our childhood and puberty is soaked with that dreadful feeling of "not belonging" but you don't know exactly why, even if you already feel it. Relatives asks you if you have a girlfriend, knowing that they are putting you in embarassment because they know you are the "nerd of the family", but (with rare exception) they don't care becuase it's fun making jokes about the "nerdy kid that will grow up". Into the puberty, you are shunned by your ex "friends" because they start to get to know girls, while you are anything but a mockery and your istinct just tells you not to dare something like that. You get mocked and bullied for your appearance.
In all of this, you are alone: it's very hard for a teenager going to his parents telling them "i'm ugly, so i suffer". I've tried when i was 10 (i'll always remember it) and any of my suffering was give any importance by my parents, so i've decided to shut myself and spending my teens in my house, with my parents asking why and ending up questioning if i was gay or if i had some sort of sexual illness.
You're fucking alone.
Before the "incel" phenomenon (and by this, i mean that people assume ugly people are rapists and murderers) venting online was pointless. You got the generic bluepill stuff and that was it, noone thought you were a murderer, a rapist or a misogynist but still, there was not "camaraderie" of any sort except for the rare ugly people that were venting along with you. But it was rare, there were not places to do such thing.
In the meanwhile, terrible persons were able to have sex because they were good looking. Pedophiles, killers, rapists (and i'm talking about real ones) have had sex and some of them do even have "fans".
You grow up resentful and hateful, just because all of this shit.
And then the ugly guy became associated with "incel", which is a concept that lost his original meaning and now, for the common people, means just "that guy deserves to suffer because he promotes rape" and shit like that.
That's the reason i hate low IQ posts, they take away credibility and offer an easy excuse to retards to demonize us, ignoring that it was never our fault in the first place if we grew up like this. We are misogynist and hateful? I guess so. Rapists and murderers? No.
And worst of all: while i find natural for women to berate all these things, we have the cuck phenomena, which is nothing but other ugly people that have the skill to go in denial. We would even be a larger group (and thus receive more support from society) if cucks wouldn't exist.
Cucks have the innate ability to abandon dignity and pretend everything is fine, even if it's not. We live in the time of denial: women hypergamy is rising to an absurd level, yet they think they are choosing their men due to their "personality". Cucks pretend to like getting humiliated having a wife that is just settling with them, and then they go to "bully" us on subs like inceltears but, in fact, i think they are even harmless than us (most of us go to the gym, cucks are generally out of shape and make no effort since they live in denial).
TV shows, movies etc are full of good looking people.
The world runs on the blackpill as never before, but it pretends at any costs it's ruled by the blackpill.
If you have problem, go to some "therapist" (maybe a good looking woman) that will just put you on antidepressants and having you spending a lot of money for nothing.
And every time you try to get your act togheter, you remember that you are not good looking, you will never be and not any woman will NEVER lust over you in a primal way, because your face is ugly and everything about you indicates a low T individual with a small to average dick.
And the only place you have to vent is an incel place, where you do get associated with rape and shit like that.
It's literal hell. In some ways, it's even worse than cancer, because cancer kills you so you stop suffering, while you do have to live with this ugly face until old age (unless you rope first, but i am personally afraid to do that).
I'd have preferred to be some chad in third world country, drinking shit water but having women lust over me and fuck them and make a lot of babies, my life would surely have had a purpose in that way.
Sometimes i wish i had that mindset that allow cucks to go in denial hard. They surely are not happy (becase they know they are not adequate to their wives) but i'm pretty sure they manage to be way more functional than us, despite spending time on reddits like inceltear.
tl;dr: growing as an ugly male sucks, in these time of denial even ugly people are not in the same party (see cucks) and women do whatever the fuck you want. Society pretends only women have problems. I wish i be able to go in denial, but it's not a choice.
We grow up and we are ugly: our childhood and puberty is soaked with that dreadful feeling of "not belonging" but you don't know exactly why, even if you already feel it. Relatives asks you if you have a girlfriend, knowing that they are putting you in embarassment because they know you are the "nerd of the family", but (with rare exception) they don't care becuase it's fun making jokes about the "nerdy kid that will grow up". Into the puberty, you are shunned by your ex "friends" because they start to get to know girls, while you are anything but a mockery and your istinct just tells you not to dare something like that. You get mocked and bullied for your appearance.
In all of this, you are alone: it's very hard for a teenager going to his parents telling them "i'm ugly, so i suffer". I've tried when i was 10 (i'll always remember it) and any of my suffering was give any importance by my parents, so i've decided to shut myself and spending my teens in my house, with my parents asking why and ending up questioning if i was gay or if i had some sort of sexual illness.
You're fucking alone.
Before the "incel" phenomenon (and by this, i mean that people assume ugly people are rapists and murderers) venting online was pointless. You got the generic bluepill stuff and that was it, noone thought you were a murderer, a rapist or a misogynist but still, there was not "camaraderie" of any sort except for the rare ugly people that were venting along with you. But it was rare, there were not places to do such thing.
In the meanwhile, terrible persons were able to have sex because they were good looking. Pedophiles, killers, rapists (and i'm talking about real ones) have had sex and some of them do even have "fans".
You grow up resentful and hateful, just because all of this shit.
And then the ugly guy became associated with "incel", which is a concept that lost his original meaning and now, for the common people, means just "that guy deserves to suffer because he promotes rape" and shit like that.
That's the reason i hate low IQ posts, they take away credibility and offer an easy excuse to retards to demonize us, ignoring that it was never our fault in the first place if we grew up like this. We are misogynist and hateful? I guess so. Rapists and murderers? No.
And worst of all: while i find natural for women to berate all these things, we have the cuck phenomena, which is nothing but other ugly people that have the skill to go in denial. We would even be a larger group (and thus receive more support from society) if cucks wouldn't exist.
Cucks have the innate ability to abandon dignity and pretend everything is fine, even if it's not. We live in the time of denial: women hypergamy is rising to an absurd level, yet they think they are choosing their men due to their "personality". Cucks pretend to like getting humiliated having a wife that is just settling with them, and then they go to "bully" us on subs like inceltears but, in fact, i think they are even harmless than us (most of us go to the gym, cucks are generally out of shape and make no effort since they live in denial).
TV shows, movies etc are full of good looking people.
The world runs on the blackpill as never before, but it pretends at any costs it's ruled by the blackpill.
If you have problem, go to some "therapist" (maybe a good looking woman) that will just put you on antidepressants and having you spending a lot of money for nothing.
And every time you try to get your act togheter, you remember that you are not good looking, you will never be and not any woman will NEVER lust over you in a primal way, because your face is ugly and everything about you indicates a low T individual with a small to average dick.
And the only place you have to vent is an incel place, where you do get associated with rape and shit like that.
It's literal hell. In some ways, it's even worse than cancer, because cancer kills you so you stop suffering, while you do have to live with this ugly face until old age (unless you rope first, but i am personally afraid to do that).
I'd have preferred to be some chad in third world country, drinking shit water but having women lust over me and fuck them and make a lot of babies, my life would surely have had a purpose in that way.
Sometimes i wish i had that mindset that allow cucks to go in denial hard. They surely are not happy (becase they know they are not adequate to their wives) but i'm pretty sure they manage to be way more functional than us, despite spending time on reddits like inceltear.
tl;dr: growing as an ugly male sucks, in these time of denial even ugly people are not in the same party (see cucks) and women do whatever the fuck you want. Society pretends only women have problems. I wish i be able to go in denial, but it's not a choice.
