[It's Over] The trend of nerds self-destructing like "kamikaze" with highly-demanding creative projects

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The rent situation is pretty funny but what's even funnier is how my old folks are pushing me hard to get a big loan and buy an apartment, trying to convince me this is what you need to get a relationship, when it has fuck all to do with anything and is just more gaslighting a la you haven't tried this yet.
This when I don't give a shit about this city in particular, have no idea where my next job could take me, and have basically nothing to tie me down here.
Seriously why the fuck would you get an even bigger house to maintain and clean, with even more responsabilities and bullshit to deal with, when you're still alone and don't have job security? What is even happening?

Boomers never even mention all the time wasted on stupid bullshit to maintain the house. Paying endless bills, insurance, upkeep, working on it constantly, all for a piece of shit that usually loses money 99% of the time.

It's like having a part time job to maintain your shitty fucking house that you didn't even need.
 
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Boomers never even mention all the time wasted on stupid bullshit to maintain the house. Paying endless bills, insurance, upkeep, working on it constantly, all for a piece of shit that usually loses money 99% of the time.

It's like having a part time job to maintain your shitty fucking house that you didn't even need.
It doesn't make sense at all to me, but to them it's like buying a kid a dog so that they "learn responsibility".
They have this instinct to kick the baby birds out of the nest but they never turn it off, so they want you to go on a gauntlet of stupid shit even after you moved out.
 
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Don't forget, these are real people who said to themselves "Fuck this, I'm not going to just lie down and take it, I'm going to use what I know, work every day and dig myself out of this hole, I'm going to become somebody." and still ended up like this.
Hahahhahahahaha well fucking said!

Some people forget that theyre destined to suffer.

You cant expect happiness if youre ugly and stupid! That's asking for too much! :lul:
 
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I geninuely feel sorry for them. they are coping hard though
 
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Just read about Terry A. Davis, that was one hell of a ride, though more on the psychedelic side than the self-sacrificial beta male side.

Hahahhahahahaha well fucking said!

Some people forget that theyre destined to suffer.

You cant expect happiness if youre ugly and stupid! That's asking for too much! :lul:
It's pretty amazing how good things just never happen to you if your face is a bit off and your social skills are a bit poor, you can definitely forget about a relationship that makes you enthusiastic about life but there's also more aspects like job/friends.

Sometimes I believe it all just comes down to chance, and you can't change it. Chance determines your genes and your course through life, and chance determines whether "fool's luck" could intervene to rescue you at the last moment or not. It takes monumental effort to get a crumb of what chance could give out for free to some.
 
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and chance determines whether "fool's luck" could intervene to rescue you at the last moment or not. It takes monumental effort to get a crumb of what chance could give out for free to some.
Bingo, I think that's the most imporant caveat to note in order to truly follow the way of our saints.
 
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this thread really hit me right in the feels. A cope for me was creativity maxxing in my 20s to where I burned out in my 30s and had a nervous breakdown. was in the vidya industry and everything. fucking sucked. I think I went from doomer -> soyboy -> boomer (in my 30s now). I feel bad for those game devs but they did it to themselves. better to make 100% blackpill games if you decide to go that route, instead of virtue signal on twitter all day and try to appeal to mindless foids who won't play your games anyway.
in what way did being in the vidya industry suck? isnt it just a programming job like every other? or does it suck more
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Sometimes I believe it all just comes down to chance, and you can't change it. Chance determines your genes and your course through life, and chance determines whether "fool's luck" could intervene to rescue you at the last moment or not. It takes monumental effort to get a crumb of what chance could give out for free to some.
This is why I oppose welfare tbh, the only thing that is in your control (or at least more than other things) has to be equalized according to the lefties, while they dont realize that a good looking low-income man has an infinitely better live than an ugly middle-income or even high-income man. like whats the idea behind redistributing wealth? making the world more fair? then start with actual significant shit like lookism
 
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Extremely high IQ thread. What baffles me the most is that rarely the products of these coding kamikazes are blackpilled or at least not cucked in some measure.

I completely feel this, as I'm currently working on my projects and a game. However, I don't delude myself thinking of it like a "hail mary" and waiting for cash and prizes.

I know in advance that I'm not going to be successful, but I want just to release a blackpill concentrate of a product, possibly more than one. It's more like a sign of defiance against this cucked society, and I try to enjoy my ride in the process. Without burning out for a bunch of ungrateful landwhales and daddy governement.
 
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This is why I oppose welfare tbh, the only thing that is in your control (or at least more than other things) has to be equalized according to the lefties, while they dont realize that a good looking low-income man has an infinitely better live than an ugly middle-income or even high-income man. like whats the idea behind redistributing wealth? making the world more fair? then start with actual significant shit like lookism
Many things about welfare piss me off, like how working class gets help with buying a house and breeding and they have well-rested minds and don't do much and jerked around during school powering up their NT and looking for dates... meanwhile the middle class lifestyle often means gruelling years of education, aspie isolated environments, and jobs that give you mental burnout and lots of sacrifice and guess what, you do all that shit and also get NO help from the state with anything like starting a family or getting a residence...AWESOME.

Extremely high IQ thread. What baffles me the most is that rarely the products of these coding kamikazes are blackpilled or at least not cucked in some measure.

I completely feel this, as I'm currently working on my projects and a game. However, I don't delude myself thinking of it like a "hail mary" and waiting for cash and prizes.

I know in advance that I'm not going to be successful, but I want just to release a blackpill concentrate of a product, possibly more than one. It's more like a sign of defiance against this cucked society, and I try to enjoy my ride in the process. Without burning out for a bunch of ungrateful landwhales and daddy governement.
Yeah, man, good point. The fact that they keep making works about cool strong womyn while often being completely ignored by the other sex is just ridiculous.
You should definitely go full blackpill, I think it's safe to say by now that cucking out in your artworks will not lead to blowjobs from cute girls, at least not any more than just making a cool artwork in the first place, so there's no reason to do it. Blackpill content could even be a cool niche soon.
As for working on a game it's best to just stay realistic about what you can do, if you can do something that will make it sell more with reasonable effort then do that, otherwise it's best to take it easy, one of the worst things you can do is sacrifice heavy time and effort on a feature that people aren't interested in.
 
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one of the worst things you can do is sacrifice heavy time and effort on a feature that people aren't interested in.
I see programmer types do this shit all the time. Thinks of a feature that no one gives a fuck about without even doing the research to see if anyone wants it.

When customers / gamers say no, this is stupid, he gets defensive and starts shitting on his customers.

Adds the features that makes his product worse than ever and everyone leaves bad reviews. In the end he never admits he was wrong.
 
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I see programmer types do this shit all the time. Thinks of a feature that no one gives a fuck about without even doing the research to see if anyone wants it.

When customers / gamers say no, this is stupid, he gets defensive and starts shitting on his customers.

Adds the features that makes his product worse than ever and everyone leaves bad reviews. In the end he never admits he was wrong.
it would actually blow you away how much some small developers will shittalk their fanbase behind the scenes, make snarky comments about their actual paying customers that wrote positive reviews. it disgusted me. but that usually happens when you see what the back room looks like.

btw, recently Sandberg (Iconoclasts) started flirting on twitter with another artist and they are even claiming to be in a long distance relationship.
given her looks my guess is that he's going to get brutally destroyed if they ever actually meet in person... but maybe we'll be proven wrong and he will be the one to defeat lookism and heightism... guess we'll find out.
 
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it would actually blow you away how much some small developers will shittalk their fanbase behind the scenes, make snarky comments about their actual paying customers that wrote positive reviews. it disgusted me. but that usually happens when you see what the back room looks like.

btw, recently Sandberg (Iconoclasts) started flirting on twitter with another artist and they are even claiming to be in a long distance relationship.
given her looks my guess is that he's going to get brutally destroyed if they ever actually meet in person... but maybe we'll be proven wrong and he will be the one to defeat lookism and heightism... guess we'll find out.
I like the dwarf fortress creators. Two brothers with no ego who let the players of the game vote on features and direction the game will take. Minecraft started out that way, too.

But I guess those games were about programming skill and balance.

These 2d scroller narcissistic artist types are about style and virtue signalling.
 
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I like the dwarf fortress creators. Two brothers with no ego who let the players of the game vote on features and direction the game will take. Minecraft started out that way, too.

But I guess those games were about programming skill and balance.

These 2d scroller narcissistic artist types are about style and virtue signalling.
yeah, it's kind of an ego/success thing. low success and money troubles combined with high ego will create the biggest shitstorm. the dwarf fortress guys probably didn't have trouble with either and thus were quite chilled out.

then there's also guys like phil fish who are so brain-damaged that even massive commercial success and acclaim can't keep them from burning everything down.
 
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yeah, it's kind of an ego/success thing. low success and money troubles combined with high ego will create the biggest shitstorm. the dwarf fortress guys probably didn't have trouble with either and thus were quite chilled out.

then there's also guys like phil fish who are so brain-damaged that even massive commercial success and acclaim can't keep them from burning everything down.
I think all artist and musician types are like that. Huge egos and can't stand criticism over their art. Almost all into soy / leftist SJW bullshit.
 
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the game was directed by two chad borthers
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Let's just be fucking honest.

Guys like phil fish and other artist diva types only act like that because it's in their soy genetic code, probably the same one that gives them low skeleton mass

 
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Let's just be fucking honest.

Guys like phil fish and other artist diva types only act like that because it's in their soy genetic code, probably the same one that gives them low skeleton mass

gosh, the level of soyness that comes form phil fish is real, i still can't believe he ruined his carer because of twitter
 
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btw, recently Sandberg (Iconoclasts) started flirting on twitter with another artist and they are even claiming to be in a long distance relationship.
given her looks my guess is that he's going to get brutally destroyed if they ever actually meet in person... but maybe we'll be proven wrong and he will be the one to defeat lookism and heightism... guess we'll find out.
i wish sandberg succede, i really like his work
 
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I think all artist and musician types are like that. Huge egos and can't stand criticism over their art. Almost all into soy / leftist SJW bullshit.
Artists always had a really weird relationship with critics. Take Radiohead, like many others their frontsman claims he doesn't read critics, and even that he can't bear to listen to his own work once it's finished. But at the same time each Radiohead album seems to be either a big overreaction to the critical reviews of the last album, or an attempt to defy the critics expectations.

i wish sandberg succede, i really like his work
I wish him luck with everything but holy cow does that romance seem like a long shot
 
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Yeah, man, good point. The fact that they keep making works about cool strong womyn while often being completely ignored by the other sex is just ridiculous.
You should definitely go full blackpill, I think it's safe to say by now that cucking out in your artworks will not lead to blowjobs from cute girls, at least not any more than just making a cool artwork in the first place, so there's no reason to do it. Blackpill content could even be a cool niche soon.
As for working on a game it's best to just stay realistic about what you can do, if you can do something that will make it sell more with reasonable effort then do that, otherwise it's best to take it easy, one of the worst things you can do is sacrifice heavy time and effort on a feature that people aren't interested in.
Exactly, I'm also convinced there's need for blackpill content, but also many people don't have the courage to ask for it. About the people interests, in my opinion is very difficult to pinpoint the exact match for everyone, however it's stupid doubling down on features that the customers don't appreciate. The only exception to this would be if they asked to cuck out in the content.

it would actually blow you away how much some small developers will shittalk their fanbase behind the scenes, make snarky comments about their actual paying customers that wrote positive reviews. it disgusted me. but that usually happens when you see what the back room looks like.
That's insane. Shittalking the fanbase is the stupidest thing to do, I never seen that but I will look into it. And lol at chimping out when critics arrive, bad reviews are part of this world.
 
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Exactly, I'm also convinced there's need for blackpill content, but also many people don't have the courage to ask for it. About the people interests, in my opinion is very difficult to pinpoint the exact match for everyone, however it's stupid doubling down on features that the customers don't appreciate. The only exception to this would be if they asked to cuck out in the content.

That's insane. Shittalking the fanbase is the stupidest thing to do, I never seen that but I will look into it. And lol at chimping out when critics arrive, bad reviews are part of this world.
I think the best bet is to go as far as you can without alienating everyone or getting deplatformed, it looks like Steam is going to be permissive as fuck going forward, just don't rape babies in your game like that shock game was doing a little awhile ago and you're in.
 
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I think the best bet is to go as far as you can without alienating everyone or getting deplatformed, it looks like Steam is going to be permissive as fuck going forward, just don't rape babies in your game like that shock game was doing a little awhile ago and you're in.
It's actually a good advice, I thought the same. Getting deplatformed would be a huge setback, that's why I will study the guidelines very throughly. I've read about that game, it was excessive and it was obvious the public would have reacted negatively, unless it was to create a hue-and-cry for sales' sake.
 
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in what way did being in the vidya industry suck? isnt it just a programming job like every other? or does it suck more
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I was more an animator, artist, ui/ux person. What sucked was unrealistic deadlines, overworking (you were expected to put in 10 hours minimum a day. some would work until they slept), sweatshop environment where micromanagers are hovering over your desk at every turn, dev creep where the ceo wanted to add a ton of arbitrary features causing me to constantly rework assets or throw away months of work just because of a whim. bully managers who don't bother knowing your name or what you do. pointless meetings. pay is absolute shit considering the amount of skill and time some of these soys invest.

After a game was shipped it was a forgone conclusion you were going to get laid off. the companies were brutal in the way they'd kick you out. go to your desk, see a banker box, and get escorted out by security. if you didn't back up your work, tough shit it's there's. some companies will sue and steal your personal work if you decide to breach an NDA or work on your own stuff on the job.

You can look up more conditions by googling "ea spouse".

Game programming I'd do for myself but not the industry.
Let's just be fucking honest.

Guys like phil fish and other artist diva types only act like that because it's in their soy genetic code, probably the same one that gives them low skeleton mass

He looks like those midgets from wizard of OZ. his head's too big for his body. his little crab hands.
 
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I was more an animator, artist, ui/ux person. What sucked was unrealistic deadlines, overworking (you were expected to put in 10 hours minimum a day. some would work until they slept), sweatshop environment where micromanagers are hovering over your desk at every turn, dev creep where the ceo wanted to add a ton of arbitrary features causing me to constantly rework assets or throw away months of work just because of a whim. bully managers who don't bother knowing your name or what you do. pointless meetings. pay is absolute shit considering the amount of skill and time some of these soys invest.

After a game was shipped it was a forgone conclusion you were going to get laid off. the companies were brutal in the way they'd kick you out. go to your desk, see a banker box, and get escorted out by security. if you didn't back up your work, tough shit it's there's. some companies will sue and steal your personal work if you decide to breach an NDA or work on your own stuff on the job.

You can look up more conditions by googling "ea spouse".

Game programming I'd do for myself but not the industry.
Yeah that sounds really bad. Developing a game is probably a nice experience as long as you are not one of the low worker ants.
Im doing an apprenticeship in IT and a lot of the problems you listed are prevalent in our company aswell (legit dumb management sometimes), although to a much lesser degree. 15yo me was dumb enough to do web development as an apprenticeship, not knowing how soy-infested this field of work is. Im legit thinking of studying something completely different after I get my degree, but then Id feel like I have wasted a lot of time. Also the pay is pretty good here.
 
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15yo me was dumb enough to do web development as an apprenticeship, not knowing how soy-infested this field of work is. Im legit thinking of studying something completely different after I get my degree, but then Id feel like I have wasted a lot of time. Also the pay is pretty good here.
Nah, don't knock web development as an apprenticeship, all the tech fields are cucked and web can get you decent money without stressing you too hard, so it's not a bad deal, in fact it might be one of the best.
If you want to knock something you would knock IT as an employment strategy in the first place, in order to NT-maxx and be around more girls that aren't hambeasts, I often wish I did that and kept my computer stuff as just a hobby activity.
 
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Yeah that sounds really bad. Developing a game is probably a nice experience as long as you are not one of the low worker ants.
Im doing an apprenticeship in IT and a lot of the problems you listed are prevalent in our company aswell (legit dumb management sometimes), although to a much lesser degree. 15yo me was dumb enough to do web development as an apprenticeship, not knowing how soy-infested this field of work is. Im legit thinking of studying something completely different after I get my degree, but then Id feel like I have wasted a lot of time. Also the pay is pretty good here.
All of tech is filled with soy unfortunately. I think I'd have more fun doing IT just because it lets you work with your hands a little bit. Sometimes I think I should be a dishwasher, something completely mindless so I get money and do what I want outside of my job.
 
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